❤️I Hate That I Love You❤️ [ON HOLD]

Chap 26

Enjoy The Ride 📖
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Kongpob's POV

It's been almost a month now that I went to get myself drunk and met P'Ohm in the process. We still kept in touch and even met again few other times after.

Things were going pretty fine except for the fact that I still have some difficulties to cope with all the attention I got when hanging out with P'Ohm.

And it has also been one month that I have harshly casted Arthit from my life due to the immense disappointment and excessive jealousy I felt after seeing the scene of him hugging Mook so tenderly inside the arms he had often wrapped me tightly in.

I admit I've acted so impulsively and too harsh but I couldn't help it really. I was angry and overly jealous seeing them so intimate. I just didn't want to accept the fact that he was again deceiving me for an nth number of times.

I had enough of him countlessly hurting my feelings. He would say one thing now and the next few seconds, would do another one. He was confusing the shit out of me till I didn't know what he exactly wanted from me at all.

Why did he has to lead me on if he still had Mook? Why did he makes me feel millions of blissful things which I never knew I was missing before. All those simple touches, kisses, cuddles and hugs from him always made me flotte in the air as it felt so warm like home and would also make my heart thumps unusually fast.

It felt so great to be taken inside his arms the few time he did. So I finally was ready to truly trust him again but he spoiled it all.

Anyways, he really deserved that treatment from me. If he was still dating her, then why did he often act so possessive of me making me think he liked me too. I also did try so hard to push each and every thoughts of him out of my skull but to no avail.

The Monday which followed that fateful week, I kind of became the spotlight at school however I didn't actually like that. But what would I have possibly done when my new friend was an idol with a lot of fans in the country as well as international fans too.

After drinking medicines for my hangover I took my phone and opened my Instagram just to get shocked with the pictures I had posted the day prior to it. I just speechlessly stared at them with wide eyes because I had even kissed P'Ohm's cheeks in one of those pics.

Truthfully, the rumours practically started out of my carelessness so I couldn't really blame anyone who thought me and ohm were an item 'dating' and even gave us their support. They even gave me a nickname 'cutie pie 🥰' and the fact that everyone else like to call me cute though I'm clearly a guy is still a wonder to me.

I also tried hard to minimise the amount of time I actually meet P'Ohm because a lot of people follow him around almost all the time and everywhere he goes, thus making it hard for me when I'm spotted with him.

In school, most students started noticing my existence and even kept tracks of all my movements till it became hard to deal with it.

But I was glad my friends mostly took care of all the students who tried to make things difficult for me. This was actually too much given the fact that I don't even entertain the idea of being the center of attention.

P'Ohm is overall a nice guy, I've introduced him to my friends too and they actually seems to like him. So we have hanged out on few occasions together. But, it's just too chaotic for my peaceful life.

We're only friends and that will remain like that as he is even in love with someone already just like me. I'm clearly still in love with P'Arthit even though I've tried so hard to fight against my own feelings for him.