All in the moment~~ Corbyn Besson Fanfic

Chapter 30

(Strong language!!)

   After running outside, I couldn't breathe. Not just because of running, but because of what had just happened. I could hear faint yelling in the house. I felt broke. I was so excited to be here with him, to cuddle him, and to hang out, but then this. What even was that? What had just happened? I was going to surprise my boyfriend and then a girl came out of his bathroom. What the fuck? Of course that was my luck. As I was walking up and down the drive way, thinking about everything that had just happened, I heard footsteps behind me.
"Corbyn I swear to God-" I started to say but was cut off.
"No, it's me." Jonah said. I turned around to look at him.
"Even worse." I say. I stood there for a second waiting for him to talk.
"Look I'm-" I cut him off.
"No listen. How did you know about this and not tell me? I trusted you! You were like a brother! All of you were." I say. By now all of the boys were outside. "And Daniel...how could you? You knew I was coming." I say shaking my head.
"Wait a second. I never knew about this, none of us did." Daniel said pointing to Jack and Zach.
"Oh so just Jonah." I say. I look down trying to stop crying. I could tell that my eyes were puffy and probably red. "Corbyn, you decided to cheat and only tell Jonah? Such a man. I'm surprised you weren't showing it off! You know? Being like every other guy out there, being a dick!"
"You don't even know what was happening!" Corbyn yells.
"I have eyes and ears! I am not fucking stupid! I can tell when someone is cheating on me!" I yell.
"Corbyn told me that he was gonna end it. He came to me a couple nights ago telling me what happened, and he told me that he wanted to end it. So I thought that's what he was going to do today." Jonah said.
"So all of this was going to happen and nobody was gonna tell me? I was just gonna live life on thinking that Corbyn is the best boyfriend in the world. La la la. It's all bullshit. This relationship is bullshit." I say pointing between me and Corbyn. "This friendship...is bullshit." I say point between me and Jonah.
I walk inside where I see the girl coming out of Corbyn's room.
"Look I'm-" she starts, but I cut her off.
"Please just walk away." I say. Then I hear footsteps leaving. I get my suitcase from the living room and walk back outside. "Daniel, can you take me to a hotel?" I ask.
"Y/N there is no reason for that when we have an extra bedroom." Corbyn says.
"I am not going to stay in that house and act like everything is okay when it is not." I say without even looking back at him. "Now Dani, can you please take me to a hotel?" I ask one more time. He nods his head and walks back inside to get his keys.
As he unlocks the door, I put my suitcase in the back and hop in the front seat. Jack and Zach followed me, and sat in the back seat. As we drove out of the neighborhood, I couldn't hold back my tears anymore. I tried to look out the window and not let the boys see that it was bothering me, but of course they already knew. Daniel pulled over to the side of the road and turned me to him and he gave me a hug. I cried in his arms for awhile. It reminded me of when Makayla had died, and Corbyn had did the same. I thought he was different. I finally pulled away from him and wiped my eyes.
   "I'm fine." I say.
   "Are you sure?" Jack asks. I reassure him and point to the road for Daniel to continue to drive.
   When we arrive at the hotel, I go to check in. As me and the boys were finding my room, we ran into a fan.
   "Hi, I am so sorry to bother you. My name is Alana and I am a huge fan of all of you. Can I get a picture?" She asks. The boys get a picture with her, then me. "Oh and I really support you and Corbyn, even though a lot of the fans don't, I do." She says.
"Thank you." I say. I wipe my eyes and try to put on a happy face. I fix my shirt, and smile.
"Thank you so much! I love you all!" She says.
   "We love you too, have a great day!" I say. Then turn back to my room and go inside. I sat my suitcase down. "You all can go. I think I just need some time alone. Thank you for the ride. And for everything else." I say give them all hugs.
   "Okay let us know if you need anything." Daniel says.
   "Yes! Anything!" Zach says.
   "Okay, love you guys." I say as they walk out.
   "Love you too!" They all say.
   As the door closes, I sat down on the bed. I didn't just want to sit around and cry about Corbyn. So I decided to take a shower. I turn  on the tv so it wouldn't be complete silence, plug in my phone, and turn the water on. As I was slipping into the shower, trying to tie my hair up, I couldn't help but think about what had happened with Corbyn. I burst into tears.

Several minutes later, I'm sitting in the tub with the shower water running down my body. All I was doing was crying, I couldn't help it. I felt like I wasn't good enough, like I was less than that other girl was. Like I didn't deserve to be with him.

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