All in the moment~~ Corbyn Besson Fanfic

Chapter 33

   As I was sitting up in Corbyn's room, he was pacing back and forth. I obviously knew what he wanted to talk about, but I didn't know what he was going to say. I couldn't even predict.
   "Y/N, I am so sorry." He says. I sit there just listening. "It wasn't anything serious, nothing ever happened."
   "So you didn't have sex with her?" I ask him. He nods his head no. "So what the fuck did you do? Make-out?" I say.
   "Yes." He says. "But she was originally helping me with some problems that I had going on. I was struggling with my mental health being away from you."
   "Oh so you needed to make out with someone. Okay. That makes sense." I say.
   "No it just happened. She made the move, I was upset that I couldn't see you, hold you, or even touch you." He says. He sits down beside me, and I scoot over away from him. "Y/N, do you remember the night before you left?" I shake my head yes. "Well, if Zach wouldn't have walked in, what do you think would've happened?" I sat there thinking about it. We probably would've had sex. I was thinking about that night, the way he talked to me. I missed that. I missed that Corbyn.
   "What do you want me to say? That we probably would've had sex?" I ask.
   "So you thought that it would lead to that?" He asked.
   "I mean yes, Corbyn. Shit, I was on top of you and your hand was under my shirt. You don't think it would've went there?" I ask.
   "I knew that night that I loved you and wanted to stay with you forever, and that I care about you so much and would never want to hurt you in anyway.." I cut him off.
   "Well it's a little too late for that." I say.
   "What can I do to make it better? I know I messed up, but we never had sex. I only have sex with girls that I love and wanna spend the rest of my life with, so to answer your question from earlier, yes. I think it would've lead there. Only if you were okay with it." He said.
   "I really don't know what to say. The fact that you cheated on me because you were try to get help because you couldn't see me, I'm just not sure." I say. I take a deep breath. "The first step will be trust. So it's gonna take a little bit for that to build back up." I say. I get up and walk towards the door. "Let's start there." I say and walk out.

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Sorry it's short!! I am just trying to put something out there for you guys!!❤️❤️