All in the moment~~ Corbyn Besson Fanfic

Chapter 31

(Strong language!!)                                                    

                                                                                       Corbyn POV
  I know what I did was wrong. I was mad. Mad at myself mostly. I know that I needed to find a way to make it up to Y/N. If I was being honest, I'm not really sure why I did it.
  

                                                                         Earlier...

   Right after Y/N ran out of the room, it was complete silence...for about two seconds.

   "What the hell?" Daniel yells. "What is this?"

   "What the fuck just happened?" Jack yells. "Corbyn! Tell us what is happening!"

   "I can't deal with this right now." Jonah says walking out of the room.

   "I'm sorry! This is all my fault." I say looking down at the ground.

   "Damn right it's your fault. I don't know who's fault it would be, if it wasn't you. I also don't know why you are telling us sorry, you didn't just break our heart...you broke hers." Zach says pointing outside. I look down, not knowing if I should go after Y/N or not. She was going to be so pissed at me that I don't know if she wants to see me right now.  

   "No you listen-" we all heard Y/N say. I started down the stairs and everyone followed. When we got outside Y/N was screaming at Jonah. "You were like a brother! All of you were." She pauses for a second to try a gather herself. "And Daniel...how could you? You knew I was coming."

   "Wait a second. I never knew about this, none of us did." Daniel said pointing to him, Zach, and Jack.

   "Oh so just Jonah." she takes another pause, I could tell I hurt her. I hated this. I wish I hadn't done this. I wish I could just hold her in my arms and tell her that I was sorry for what I had done. But, unfortunately, that was not an option at this point. Not yet anyway.

   "Corbyn, you decided to cheat and only tell Jonah? Such a man. I am surprised you weren't showing it off! Like every other guy out there, being a dick." Y/n said.

   I know that she was going to hate me, but it hurt me so much to know that, that's what she thinks of me. I know that I shouldn't have said anything at all, but what I said came out in the wrong way, like I was defending myself. Which I wasn't! I know that what I did was wrong. I know that.

   "You don't even know what was happening!" I yell. I should've said, but I love you! Or, I am sorry! Or even, She means nothing! But I didn't, what came out of my mouth made me sound like an asshole.

   "I have eyes and ears! I am not fucking stupid! I can tell when someone is cheating on me!" Y/n yells. I felt so bad. She couldn't stop the tears from rolling down. No matter how many times she wiped her cheek, they still rolled down. One by one, giving her stains on her rosy cheeks.

   "Corbyn told me that he was gonna end it. He came to me a couple of days ago telling me what happened, and he told me that he wanted to end it. So, I thought that's what he was going to do today." Jonah said. I know he was just trying to clear everything up, to where she wouldn't be as mad, maybe thinking since he was going to end it it's not as bad. But no matter what you said it just made it worse.

  "So all of this was going to happen and nobody was going to tell me? I was just gonna live life on thinking that Corbyn is the best boyfriend in the world. La la la. It is all bullshit! This relationship is bullshit." she said pointing between me and her. That broke my heart. "This friendship is bullshit." she says pointing between her and Jonah. She walks inside.

   I didn't know what to do. If I said anything it would probably backfire and sound bad, or worse than it was. So, I just kept my mouth shut. When she came out, she asked Daniel to take her to a hotel.

   "Y/n there is no reason for that when we have an extra bedroom." I say. I mean there really wasn't a reason.

   "I am not going to stay in that house and act like everything is okay when it is not." she says. Daniel grabs his keys and they get in the car, Jack and Zach follow.

   "What was going on?" Jonah asks me after they pull off. "Were you ending it? Cause it sure as hell didn't look like that!"

   "I can't take this right now. My girlfriend, well probably not now, the girl I care about the most is mad at me for something I can't take back! Something that we can't just talk through! And it is my fault! So please spare me the judgment and leave me alone for awhile." I say, then walk off up to my room.

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