{ashton}
~friday~
today was the last day i had to spend at home with carina. tomorrow i would be leaving for tour. it made her so sad and i could tell.
"carina i'll be back in an hour okay? I have to go with the boys to finish up our tour packing"
"okay ash"
i stood at the door before leaving. i turned around and saw her just lying there on the couch in just one of my band shirts and shorts. i liked her like this, not even trying to look presentable even though she still looks presentable to me.
i finally got the courage to leave and meet up the boys. we weren't finishing up packing or anything. i just had to talk to them about something important.
if carina could join us on tour.
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"can we please let carina come with us? it will be so hard without her there just please agree with me"
"you know what fine she can come. but you'll be sharing a bunk, only 4 beds are on there" michael replied and everyone agreed
"that's perfectly fine. she'll be so happy when she find out. thank you"
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"carina can we talk?"
i ask as i walk into the house we share. she was still laying in the same place as when i left. it was about 5:00 pm now.
"yea what about ash?"
i walked over to her and sat down next to her. she moved closer to me and i pulled her as close as possible to me as i kissed her cheek.
"you know ash i'm going to miss you so much"
a tear rolled down her cheek as she said this. it broke my heart. i wiped it off.
"babe listen. the boys are letting me take you on tour with me"
"a-are you serious?"
"yea but we're leaving tomorrow at 10:00 am so you should pack"
"oh my god! i love you so much"
"i love you too"
i planted a kiss on her lips gently before getting up with her to go help her pack.
