{carina}
i honestly love how sweet ashton is. taking me out on that walk today was perfect. and now im just laying next to him, my head rested on his chest as he snores softly.
i pulled myself closer to him and pulled a blanket over us. i fell asleep almost instantly.
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ashton woke up before me which was surprising. i woke up to see him already dressed for the day. he was wearing a flannel which is rare, his black skinny jeans, black converse, and a fedora.
"why are you up so early?"
"don't you remember? tonight's the first show we are performing at this tour"
"oh my god! i totally forgot"
"it's fine haha just c'mon you should get ready too. the tour bus is picking us up in an hour"
"okay"
about 30 minutes later i was ready. i wore a 'dibs on the drummer' tshirt, black leggings and my doc martens.
"i like that shirt you're wearing carina"
"yea i do too"
ashton smirked and i just laughed.
about 10 minutes later the bus arrived and we grabbed our things and left to the bus. ashton and i went to our bunk and just laid down, cuddling until the other boys got there.
"well finally you made it"
"hey im sorry paparazzi was being an ass to us"
"don't swear!"
ashton had giggled and he just pulled me closer to him and kissed the back of my neck. that gave me butterflies in my stomach.
calum and luke being the immature fucks they are said 'ew'. ashton and i just laughed.
about an hour later we arrived at the amphitheater where they were performing. since we were about 4 hours early all of us went inside and just started messing around.
"ash!" i yelled at him as he started to pretend beat luke with his drumsticks
"yea?" he just giggled and went back to pretend beating luke
"guys an hour left until the show..we have to go to sound check" michael said
"okay okay" calum said
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it was the end of the concert and they are getting ready to play disconnected as their last song. they were all such talented boys but especially ashton.
right before they started to play the song ashton got up and introduced the song. he was staring at me the whole time. that of course gave me the butterflies again.
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all of us are now back on the tour bus getting ready to go San Francisco. ashton is in the kitchen of the bus making some vegemite toast as I just sit down and wait on the bed.
i grab ashton's drumsticks and try to make a beat into the wooden part of the bed, but it kind of failed.
"hey i can hear you trying in there. lemme help you"
ashton came into the bedroom and took my hands that were holding his drumsticks in his as he started to drum a little beat into the bed.
"like that"
he smiled and i looked back at him. he kissed me lightly and i blushed.
after about 20 minutes of just hanging out with ashton, everyone was ready for bed. so i changed into a big tshirt and shorts. ashton just slept shirtless with some sweatpants on, the usual.
i cuddled up next to him. he kissed the back of my next again which made me turn around and just kiss him.
"i love you ash"
"i love you more carina"
after that we were off the bed.
