A Cancer Story

Chapter 13

You and him began an epic battle of mario kart and you both were laughing until your sides hurt.  You then decided to play wii bowling and began to have another competition.  The score was 72 to 65 you were in the lead and he was getting frustrated that he wasn’t winning.  You two battled it off and soon the score became tied with only one bowl left for you.  You prepared for a mighty swing but somehow in the process lost your footing and stumbled into him and you both fell over onto the floor.  You ontop of him, you quickly started to get up but were laughing so hard you just rolled over onto your side next to him.  He sat up and leaned over you  still laughing and put his hand behind your head.  You froze. ‘was he going to kiss me?’ you wondered.  

You looked into his eyes and saw him contemplating it.  Then he pulled you closer and you two kissed.  You were in awe and shock.. your first kiss.  You two sat back and just looked at each other and would occasionally laugh and look away from each other.  Your thoughts were interrupted by his mother shouting ‘DINNER’.  You both looked at each other and laughed and made a childish dash for the dinner table.  You loved this relationship you shared with him, you two were inseparable like the best of friends and you loved how you both could have complete childish bursts of randomness.  You just loved it.

You sat down at the table next to Logan as the tacos were passed.  Logan’s little brother kept eyeing you from across the table with occasionally googly eyes or puckered lips.  You smiled at the child’s acts of trying to embarrass you and Logan.  As you were enjoying the tacos and the family’s conversation, you felt someone grab your hand and knew it was Logan.  You tried to hide the smile that was about to burst across your face.  

You enjoyed the moment of holding his hand, you didn’t even notice his brother peak under the table and see you two holding hands.  You helped clean up dinner and afterwards you and Logan went back to his room to watch a movie.  You sat down next to him on the floor.  Partway through the movie he lied his head onto your shoulder.  You smiled at his small sign of affection.  Halfway through the movie he grabbed a pillow and threw it into your lap and lied his head on it.  Almost instantly he was asleep and you were left sitting there just running your hands through his hair.  He began to snore and you smiled at how cute he was when he slept.  You leaned down and kissed him on the head and whispered in his ear

“I love you Logan..” He moaned in his sleep and for a moment you thought he heard you but he continued then to snore.  You wanted to whisper more in his ear about how you had cancer and were dying but you knew then wasn’t the time.  Once the movie ended you woke him up and told him it was late and you should leave.  He insisted that you stay and he finally got you to stay.  You texted your mom letting her know what you were going to do and that you were alright.  You two still wanted to keep things pure between you; so he took a pillow and a blanket and set up a bed on the floor and gave you his bed.  You crawled in very willingly exhausted from the day.  You kept your wig on to sleep because you were too worried he’d see it not on your head.  You soon fell into a sleep which wasn’t quite peaceful because you had a sick feeling in your stomach again