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"PLEASE DON'T KILL YOURSELF!!, NONG", the man was on tears. He was panting hard, catching up with his breathe.

"Huh? Phi?????", he looked at him confusedly.

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Around 2 weeks ago...

"I'm surprised you picked up my call", he wanted to joke around, but shocked when he heard the voice of the other person.

"Hmm..". He sounds weak and fragile. "Why do some people lies?, Mild". He asked.

It took him a long silence before he can answer it. "Hmm... probably because some people can't handle the truth?. My mom lied to me about my uncle's death too because I was too small to handle the fact.".

Gulf nodded and thanked him for the answer. Then, he hung up the call.

"Am I really a dependent and a weak person?", he asked himself while hugging to his bolster.

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It was not long after that, Gulf decided to dig deeper about Mew. He want to try his best to understand why did Mew acted like that. Looking at a different view of point, he will put himself in Mew's shoes to know him better. He won't let a mistake destroyed his believes in Mew — more over, his friendship with Mew.

Mew helped him in a lot of circumstances. He can't keep hiding or running whenever he faces a problem. At least that was what Mew taught him before. If he can't handle a single person, how would he handle an entire company later, in the future? — that was what he had been asking himself in these past few days.

In about two to three days, he managed to discover the truth — all of his dad's crimes and wrongdoings. He was furious, angry and disappointed with his dad. He felt disgusted with the 'Kanawut' inside his name. Disgusted for having him as his father. Disgusted for trusting him.

That night, he went berserk with anger inside his heart into his dad's workplace. His dad was shocked when a sudden sound of door slamming against the wall was heard.

"Oh.. Gulf.. hunn—?", his expression changed. He slightly trembled when he saw his son's eyes were glaring at him, his jaw was clenching tightly. "Hey.. dad... tell me what really happened between our family and Suppasit family?". His dad gulped his saliva—not daring to answer his son's question. "Since when do you know—".

"Just answer me dad, nothing can shock me anymore.", still glaring at his dad.

"I did all of this for you, Gulf!! All for your sake!!". He stood up and walked towards his son. Hoping to calm him down.

"No YOU DIDN'T!! Infact you destroyed me!! Do you know how much you have destroyed me? You destroyed the Suppasit family? You destroyed a relationship between two young man? You just destroyed someone's life..", he vented out his anger towards his dad. All the memories he had with Mew started to flashback in his mind. Then, he realised, his dad was in the same state as him when Mew vented out his anger on him — Crouching on the ground, begging to calm down and forgiveness. If he lets anger controls him, the same cycle will keep repeating again — putting blame on others, vent on others. So, he decided to put an end to this cycle.

He inhaled and exhaled to calm himself. He kneeled down to the same level as his dad's eyes. With a calm, but yet a solemn expression, he begged his dad, "Return what isn't yours dad, please.". The face, the voice that came from Gulf, his own son, reminds him of his late wife. It was like his late wife was actually talking to him through Gulf.