pray for plagues

1: look alive sunshine

Out of my window my eyes look at the beautiful beach. Ocean sounds relaxing me. Well not ocean, I hear seagulls and waves crashing.  My alone beeps once and I get up and walk across my white carpet and go into my kitchen.

I put my hand in front of the motion sensor and soap falls into my hand. I put my hands under the Fossett and the water automatics turns on so I can wash my hands. After a minute of washing my hands I dry them on a fresh sheet of paper towel and go to the trashcan.

The trashcan has a lid so I have to wave my hand in front of it do it will open. I throw away the contaminated tissue and go to my digital calendar. "Mark off   April first, 2030," I say out loud and a red x pops up on the day. Its 7pm but that's curfew time so I've pretty much have the day over, if I wait longer I'd forget to mark it.

I get a disinfectant wipe and start cleaning my counters because germs could have gotten on them since this afternoon. Once I'm done with that I go to the window and look out.

The water... it looks so inviting.

I sigh and watch a crab that's sunbathing. I would like to sunbath. I haven't been outside in a few months, maybe I'll use one one my 15 passes to go outside for the year. We all get 20 passes every year but no you cant stay outside longer than 5 hours.

I almost laugh, if I was out for five hours I'd probably get the virus. I remember ten years ago, when I was 8, we were aloud to go outside every day. I sometimes miss that but lockdown is necessary. We have to social distance ourselves. The plague killed millions and continues to kill us. Nobody even wants to go outside even if we were allowed to.

I look at my reflection in my bathroom mirror. My lips look chapped and faced. Oh god am I sick? I grab my chapstick and put it on my lips. I dont have a fever. I think it's just not enough water? I drank water today. I breath out and close my eyes. It's hard to not freak out a lot of the time.

When I open my eyes I look at my ocean eyes. My skin is almost the same color as my white v neck shirt. I push some of my long black hair out of my eyes and look at my hands. Can you see the germs? Have I ever touched a germ??

I sigh, I'm stressing myself out too much. I walk our of my door less bathroom and into my bedroom. Houses only have one door to prevent surfaces to touch. I look at my clean room and sigh yet again.

I'm so bored..

I leave my room and go to my living room again and look out the window. "Change the channel to rainforest," I tell my house and the window changes to the jungle. The speakers around my house change sounds and I look at a snake outside of the window. That's cool but I've seen it hundreds of times.

I never really listen to the radio because all that's on is classical music. I like it but its boring. I go over and turn it on but the studio is static. Confused I turn the nob.

“look alive sunshine
one-oh-nine in the sky but the pigs won’t quit
you’re here with me: doctor death-defy
i’ll be your surgeon your proctor your helicopter
pumpin out the slaughter-matic sounds to keep you live" a voice says and I blink. It's very out of range but nothing's ever been on this station. This doesn't sound like classical music..

This is.. weird.. doctor death-defy? Slaughter-matic sounds? That doesn't seem safe. "a system failure for the masses. anti-matter for the master plan
louder than gods revolver and twice as shiny," it loses signal and I stand there with my mouth parted.

What was that? Why did it lose signal? My curiosity is killing me. I turn the nob and try to get it back. Nothing.. I frown and sit down.

I can't ask anyone about it because we aren't even supposed to have this kind of radio. Mines old fashioned and has nobs on it. Frustrated I get up and go to my room and look at my tv as I get on my bed. I turn up the volume and listen.

"The plague hasn't died down, our president is thinking about making only 10 passes outside for next year instead of 20 due to health purposes. Ugh, nooooo, I dont want that. I know people are dying but.. what happend to our freedom?

Is America really still the land of the free?

We are just locked in our houses, we cant even see or live with family.. I miss them..

Wooo

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