pray for plagues

7: you're terrified..

Kellin's pov

In my room I lay in my bed. I dont feel like doing anything today. Im.. sad? I don't know why. The other day I witnessed the killjoy's come and kill guards.

Ever since then I've felt empty and emotional. All day I've been in bed, I should get up. I close my eyes and go back to sleep even though I shouldn't. This is fucking with my head.

-

My head spins as I get up. Its been.. a week? I'm not sure.. I'm not as fine as I seem. I rub my forehead and sigh. I've been sleeping all day the past week, not eating properly or exercising.

Slowly I go to my table and sit. I rest my face on the the table. I've only cleaned   it once. I want things to make sense.. My door makes a sound so I sit up confused.  I giggles and I stand up and back away. That's not good. Are the guards here to kill me?

The door opens and the Mexican guy slips in and does something something to my door. I run into my room and into my closet that doesn't have a door. Fuck he's going to kill me. What do I do? My heart is pounding so hard. "Hey, you dissapeared," he says muffled through the walls.

I hear him walk around so I put my hand over my mouth. Please dont look here. Go away. He doesn't have gloves on or a mask. He was outside. He walks in and smiles when he sees me. "Found you," he says and then sits on my bed and looks at me. He doesn't look like he's about to hurt me..

"I'm here to explain some stuff and get you to come join the club," he says and I look at his nose piercing. That's illegal! Piercings could get infected. I shake my head no and my black hair gets in my eyes but I dont fix it.

"You don't talk much, but the other day you asked me who we are, dont you wanna know?" He says smiling and I look at his pretty teeth. I shake my head no again and then he gets up. I try to scoot back but the walls trap me. He goes to the doorframe of the closet and squats down. That's only three feet away! Oh my god what if he's infected.

"You're terrified.." he mumbles and looks sad. I am terrified, I'm trapped and he's to close.

"Look, you have it all wrong. I'm a killjoy,  I'm not trying to hurt you I'm trying to free you. Imagine being able to go outside whenever you want. Think about having conversations with people. You're lonely, just talk to me," he says and I shake my head no again.

I want him to go away. I dont want to talk to a killer or even a person. I'm happy social distancing. "Get away," I say and he frowns a little.

"The plague is mostly over, this is all away exaggerate. Me and my friends live together and talk to each other every day. We huh and, yeah, the sickness doesn't just magically pop up. None of us are infected," he says but I don't believe him.

"My names Porn Arms- obviously not my birth name but you can trust me, I did some research and you're kellin right? How about I give you a killjoy name?" He says and I just stare at him.

He chuckles to himself about what he thought up. "Queer Quinn," he says. Quinn is my middle name. What's queer mean? "Dont let anyone know your real name now," he say and grabs my hand. I yank back and hit my elbow on the wall. I make a noise and grab my elbow.

"Fuck off," I mumble and he rolls his eyes.

"I tried to do this the easy way. You really wont come willingly?" He says and I frown harder. I'm not going with anyone. I stay quiet and he sighs and leaves. I run to my bathroom and start washing my hands. What the hell? Who the fuck- Porn Arms isn't a name. What does Porn even mean?

What crazy thing was he talking about? He said the plague isnt as it seems? He has physical contact with people every day?

What did he mean the easy way? Is he going to try again? Tears fall from my eyes. I'm so scared.. Did he infect me? I get disinfecting spray and spray everything in my house and then take off all my clothes and get in the shower. I dont want to die. It's so messed up now, all I know is he's so full of shit. It's got my head running 24/7. Is he really lying? Or maybe.. maybe he's telling the truth.

If he is telling the truth.. What would that mean? I put on my clothes after the shower and go to my kitchen and open a box full of food. I put my food in my cabin and get out a prepared sandwiches. I put it on a plate and get a fork and knife. I sit at my table and eat my sandwich.

The government says we cant touch our food. I eat my sandwich and clean my entire kitchen. After that I clean my bathroom and then go to my bed. I hate this.. I don't know what to do.

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In the middle of the night I wake up a little. Why I woke up, I dont know. I look around my dark room and see nothing. I close my eyes again and hug my pillow. I'm sleepy. After a moment as I'm drifting off something comes my mouth and pins me down. A person! 

I starts struggling. They chuckle. "Party poison, pack this place up I've got him," the guy says- the lights turn on and with wide eyes I look at the guy who is on top of me. OH MY GOD HIS DIRTY HAND IS ON MY MOUTH!

I try to struggle more. "Scream and I'll kill you," he says. I nod as tears escape my eyes. He let's go of my mouth and starts zip tying my hands together. He has- tattoos? But he's young. How did he get tattoos?

He's not wearing white.. He has a dark green vest on and yellow sleeves. He forces me up and even though he's shorter than me he's really rough. I cant fight back.. what do I do?

Cry?

I guess so.

Tears slide down my face but I dont make a sound. Theres people in my house stealing everything.

"I'll taking him home, I'll meet you there," he says to the redhead. He nods and a green haird boy looks at me curiously. I feel a object jab into my side.

"Run, talk, or do anything weird I'll shoot you," he says and I look at the gun. Oh god. I feel lightheaded.. everything goes bright and dark. I faint when scared.. oh shit.

Everything fades black and I hear my body hit the floor and then nothing.

Thoughts?

Theories?

Hehehe, fainting kellin will be funny to write

Thoughts on Vic?

Thoughts on 'Queer Quinn'

Bro I'm sorry but I'm not good at picking names

Hehehe... so.. if I had a killjoy name.. would it be:

Smartical Particle

Or

Upsetti spaghetti

Hehehe both of these things I say a lot irl and I made them up so long ago so I feel like they are both me.

Ready to see the rest of the characters ;]

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