I woke up this morning to what felt like the biggest headache known to human kind and a hole in my chest. I felt so empty. It took me a moment to gather my thoughts before reality slapped me across the face. And i remembered everything. You were gone, you really were. The painful reality hit me as i fell down and started sobbing. I cried and cried for what felt like hours. I didn't care if anyone walked in or heard me crying. I didn't bother stop the tears from falling either. Because the truth is, no amount of crying will ever bring you back. And i think that's what hurts the most. You're gone. And i can't bring you back. I didn't save you in time.
It's been five days.
Five days since I found your cold corpse on the bathroom floor. Our bathroom floor.
Five days since i've left the house, or even showered, eaten or gotten out of bed for that matter.
Its been five days since ive seen your smile, and held you in my arms and kissed you, and told you how much i loved you.
Five days since i've heard your angelic voice speak my name.
Five days since I last felt alive.
Happy.
I can't be happy without you, no matter how hard i try.
I miss you so much, Lily. I'm so sorry I failed you. I wish you'd just come back to me.
Why did you leave?
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Why did you leave?
Romance⚠️ TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ "How do you die without dying?" "Watch someone you love leave" a story about a boy whos girlfriend left the world too soon
