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Now

𝔤𝔦𝔞𝔫𝔫𝔞𝔰 𝔭𝔬𝔳

I looked out the car window as buildings and cars rushed by.

It's been a year now.

I'm 16 and I've become a tiktoker , semi model, and Youtuber a bit.

I've grown a lot with out him. But it all started with him.

Not like Charlie , or Addison  of corse but I've done my own things. Like sing, but did vlogs, and crazy stuff. . I've also became a social media influencer.

However I've been avoiding Payton..

And strangely enough I miss that dumbass. And I still love him...

But I never dared to look at his accounts.

I didn't want him to try and meet me again!

He's famous now. He's become a singer and I've known he always loved singing. And soon he's dropping a song called love letter.

However I do push him away because I don't wanna get in the way of him and Riley. They seemed to get close and I think their dating too!

I'm happy for him. And I don't wanna push my self in the equation it'd be selfish of me.

I've also made lot of new friends.

Like Daviddobrik we've got close he's like a older brother to me. Even though he's like 7 years older.

I've also gotta even closer to the tiktoks memes too I even met colby Brock . And even Anthony again. It's weird but they know to never try and bring payton into the conversations.

Even one time anthony tried to set a day where I went to California again and visit the same time as Payton but I found out and didn't go anymore.

But now. Now I was going to playlist. In California

I just hope I don't bump into Payton I don't wanna regret it.

Maybe...