Never Kiss Your Bestfriend (COMPLETED)

Chapter 1: Netflix and Chill

Warning SPG

The bed squeaked as Axel and I do it on his bedroom. We are sweating and breathing heavily, the smell of beer in his breath is evident. He was intoxicated, but so am I. I am intoxicated to him. He doesn't know that I already have feelings for him that's why I agreed on this complicated set up. Yes we are bestfriends. He is my bestfriend for 11 years, oh make that 12. We became bestfriend when I was 11 years old and he was 13 years old and until now, we are still fucking bestfriends (literally lol).

"Shit... fuck!"

Axel fell into my side as he finished off. His chest rise and fall rapidly as he catch his breath. He turned to me and kissed my cheek.

"Happy birthday Hannah boo."

"Thanks Axel. Tired already?" I replied and smirked as I noticed his eyes drooping.

"Yeah, I threw a hella party earlier and you made me clean the mess after remember?" He replied with a fake annoyance.

"Yeah yeah. That's your job as a besfriend. You love me anyway." I rolled my eyes at him.

"Of course I love my Hannah, you are the bestest bestfriend ever!"

He replied sarcastically while saying it with a voice like a child and cuddles me. Ouch, you insensitive son of a bitch I thought. I snuggled into him and felt his breath on my neck as he sleeps peacefully. I looked up at the ceiling and think about how we end up with this bestfriend with benefits relationship.

It started with the ending of the relationship of Axel and Sophia 3 years ago. Axel was a mess and came to my house everyday to hang out so that he can forget her. I remembered the day they broke up, he straight up went inside my house without knocking and lay in my bed. I just got out of the shower and I am just wearing a towel when I saw him.

He looked at me then back to the ceiling and said "we broke up".

"Why?"

I asked him then went to my walk-in closet to get my undergarments and clothes. I wore my underwear then slid on his oversized Superman tshirt. We are comfortable with each other that's why even if someone is just wearing a towel it's okay for us.

"Because she is pregnant." He replied.

"Then why is she breaking up with you? Isn't that a good thing?" I asked confused.

"Yes she is pregnant, but it's not mine. It's impossible."

I became more confused and stopped as I realized the reason.

"Are you...impotent?"

"What? No! I am not impotent and for your information woman, I can last till the end of the night."

He defended and smiled proudly positioning his hands at the back of his head. Impressive I thought and I laughed a little to myself.

"Then how do you know it's not yours?"

"She confessed it to me and said that she cannot lie any longer. The father is her brother's bestfriend."

He explained and stare at the ceiling once again as sadness began to fill up his eyes. She saw his pain, she knew that he loves Sophia very much. Sophia is the reason as to why he became responsible on his studies and on everything. She knew their plans on when will they marry, have a child and on what will be the names of their child. She is a witness on their strong relationship. She supported Axel on their relationship even if she is hurting and vowed that she will never confess her feelings for him because she knows that he will always think of her as his bestfriend.

"You want to Netflix and chill?" I asked Axel so that he can divert his thoughts from his sadness.

"Sure" he replied.

And he opened the TV and I went to the kitchen to grab 4 beers and went back to the bedroom. 4 beers became 6 then it became 10 then became 16 until there is no more beer left at the fridge. He is lying between my thigh and I am playing with his hair. It is our usual position and we are watching Kdrama which he absolutely love. Yeah I know he is weird. He's the only guy I know who loves Kdramas and I am very proud because I influenced him to watch.

"I'm sleepy." He said.

"Then go home."

"Can't. Drunk."

"Okay, go to the other side if the bed and take off your shoes."

He complied and laid comfortably to my left. I too laid down and he immediately put his arms on my torso and snuggled his head on my neck, our usual position. I continued watching when he called my name.

"Yes?" I answered while focusing on the screen.

"Look at me."

He said and my dumbass self look at him and got surprised by the seriousness on his face.

"What?" I asked.

And I froze when he kissed me.

Don't ever try kissing your bestfriend because you might end up with a heart break for it is- the character in the movie said in the background but it was shut off because he turned it off.

"What are you doing Alex?" I asked confused and surprised.

"Nothing. I just want to kiss you."

He said and continued kissing me and I responded, it heated up immediately and he went on top of me. He parted my legs and positioned himself between them while kissing me hungrily. I know where this is going but my body tells me to continue. His hand touched my legs, to my thigh, inside my shirt, on my stomach into my breast and he kneaded them skillfully causing me to moan. And yep, you know how it is. And until now, we are still doing it but still as a bestfriend. Why? Because why not ;))