Adam
After a long day of just walking and taking pictures with Normella, we finally reached home with a cab, jeepneys are traumatic as per our experience from before. I ordered some food and now she's eating as though it's going to be her last meal.
"Slow down it's not going away..." She's so petite yet she eats like a pig, this woman.
"Alam mo Adam kahit na maganda ako hindi ka mabubusog kakatingin sakin. Kumain ka din." She shoved a chicken leg in my mouth and I ate it.
"Pagkatapos mong kumain iwan mo nalang yung pinagkainan mo at ako na ang mag-uurong." I nodded, she seems different somehow. I wonder if she's going to cry again tonight.
"Are you still gonna cry over him?" She glanced at me and smiled but it didn't reach her eyes. She opened a soda and drink it. She told me she didn't want to drink alcohol anymore.
"Hindi na...na realize ko na hindi lang naman siya ang may problema ako din..." She looked down and sniffs and I pat her back. Not gonna cry, huh?
"Ano ba yan... sabi ko hindi na e..." She wiped her tears but it still kept coming so I gave her my handkerchief.
"You're still crying..." She punched my arm and I winced, it hurts a bit.
"Obvious ba....Siguro Adam kung hindi ko siya prinessure kami parin." She said and I can hear the hope in her voice but it didn't sit well with me and I don't understand why.
"Well he's an idiot if that's the only reason and you'll be an idiot as well if you go back to him and take him back. " They could've still talked about it but he just wanted out and that clearly says a lot.
"Grabe naman to...bawal magbigay ng second chance?" I poked her forehead, she's stupid.
"If he loves you he'll choose to stay and be with you even if you're the most difficult woman he's ever encountered in his life, he'll always choose you no matter what." I left her in the living room and sat on my bed. Why am I even trying to stop her from going back to that guy? I am going crazy.
