The Alphas REJECTED Assassin

Silence! I'm an REJECTED Assassin

Chapter 9 *Nikolai POV*

 “I wanted so badly to lie down next to her on the couch, to wrap my arms around her and sleep. Not fuck, like in those movies. Not even have sex. Just sleep together in the most innocent sense of the phrase. But I lacked the courage and she had a boyfriend and I was gawky and she was gorgeous and I was hopelessly boring and she was endlessly fascinating. So I walked back to my room and collapsed on the bottom bunk, thinking that if people were rain, I was drizzle and she was hurricane.” 
― John Green,

          Have you ever felt a pull to someone and you can’t fully explain the attraction you have drawn towards that person? Ever since Cécile turned me into a bloodsucking fiend there has been this undeniable attraction towards her and I was afraid that she would do the same thing Adelaide done but I knew she love me in her way. However, she did screw me over by fucking a girl that I wanted to kill this morning. All my fears were wrapped into one and now that I’m going to break the bond with Cécile and fight for my fucking life.  I hate fucking mates I wish they never existed in the first place.

            However going through the breaking of another bond has it draw backs and benefits’. It’s been three days since I broke the bond with Adelaide and now I have to break it with Cécile. I couldn’t even wear the dress I wore to the other ceremony because this bitch turned me; I dressed in a tight black red dress that came mid-thigh even though this was a sad occasion I looked smoking’ hot I left my hair fall down to my back. I walked to the stage making sure my eyes never left my “We are gathered her today to break the bond between Cécile and Nikolai. I need to ask this question first. Do you Queen Cécile wish to break the bond with your beloved Nikolai?” Elder Jackson asked.

“No, I do not wish to break the bond,” She answered.

“Do you Nikolai wish to break the bond with your mate,” Elder Jackson questioned.

“You didn’t seem to care when you was fucking your whore” I hissed. I nodded my head signaling Elder Jackson to continue; I placed my hands in Cécile when Elder Jackson started to prick our hands with a dagger that was only made by the council. I may never be happy again but I will always have Laure, my daughter, my family and my team supporting me if I survive.

“Cécile it’s time for you to bite your mate to break the bond,” Elder Jackson said. I felt my heart break three years ago and now I have to go through it again. After this is all over and I do survive I will kill every fucking rouge that comes within ten miles of me. I could tell that Cécile regretted me finding her with some whore but she was mad because she got caught “Now.”

“I refuse to accept breaking the bond,” She said stubbornly. I wasn’t going to allow her to make a fool out of me. I sank my teeth in her neck making her push me away violently. I moved my hair away from my neck so she could bite me. An intense pain coursed through my body as I felt my bond with her break. I cried even harder as the pain started to come in intervals. The pain I felt she started to feel as well because she didn’t bite me; before the ceremony could finish I fell into darkness. I wanted to open my eyes but something was preventing me to do so.

Hours Later…

            I felt myself wanting to wake up but I couldn’t open my eyes I was freaking out; why couldn’t I open my eyes? I wondered what happened after I passed out during the ceremony. WHY COULDN’T I WAKE UP!  I feel like a couch potato after smoking a lot of weed. All I can remember biting Cécile and then everything goes blank. Did I die? If I died why am I talking to myself?  I tried to move my arms but they seem to not be cooperating with me at this point. I felt like a cardboard box. What the hell is fucking happening to the world if I’m in Limbo.