Alex just had a panic attack, now he's on my bed in a ball with tears running down his face mum and Jason weren't coming home tonight because they staying at Jason's
May was staying at her boyfriends place "it's alright Lex, you're safe here, I promise I'm not going to let anything hurt you"
i said rubbing his back "thanks Jacky" he said putting his head back on my lap
"I don't want to go home Jacky, I hate it there, Tom hurts me, mum doesn't care and dad is a fucked up drunk"
he said still crying i couldn't let him go home in this state he was a mess I grab my phone and call Bella
"who are you calling?" "hi Bella" "Jack please no" he sat up giving me this look of desperation "oh no Alex is fine, he just wanted me to tell you he was staying at mine tonight" I said grabbing his hand in reassurance "ok bye Bella"
i look at Alex and give him a little smile "thank you Jacky" he said hugging me we were lying on the bed cuddling this felt so right and Alex had a pretty tight grip on me so I couldn't really go anywhere
time flew by us we were just cuddling and talking and it turned 7 o'clock "pizza?" "Yes please" Alex said still with a tight grip on me "come on" I said standing up and holding Alex's hand making him feel save
Alex was older than me and I couldn't quite understand why he felt save with me, we walk down stairs he sits on the couch turning on the TV
I walk around on my phone calling the pizza "pizza will be here in half an hour" I said to Alex just staring at the TV i giggle a bit it's cute i throw a pillow at him "what" he said looking at me "pizza half an hour"
i said walking over and grabbing two cokes we were just watching Family Guy then the door bell rang "PIZZA!" We both screamed we both ran up to the door and unfortunately it wasn't the pizza guy, it was a salesman
"hello, can I please speak to Mr Bassam Barakat?" i walked away at the sound of my dad's name I haven't seen him in years, "he's up my arse, now fuck off" Alex said and slammed the door closed
"hey it's ok" he said hugging me from behind, with his arms around my torso I feel light kisses on my neck, "Alex?" I question "shush, you're ruining it" he said
He continued to kiss my neck it felt amazing to be honest, the door bell rang once again "bloody fucking hell" Alex said walking over to the door it was the pizza guy finally
"thanks" Alex said taking the pizza and we sat on the couch talking and watching TV and acting like nothing just happened I guess I should just forget about it and act normal we ate all the pizza with no problem it was nice
"now what?" Alex said looking at me I honestly had no clue he hasn't stayed the night at mine since we were like 8 "Xbox?" I said he nods and we walk back upstairs and in to my room and plug in the Xbox and start playing
"Fuck You Jack!" Alex yells because I killed him I giggle and give him a little smirk, we played for another two hours it's dark and cold, were both shivering "I'm tired" Alex said while yawning
"yeah me too, I'll be back" I walk over to the bathroom and do my business and as soon as I walk back Alex is on the ground balling and having a panic attack
"Alex!" I run over and help him up onto my bed "Hey, hey Lex, Lex it's ok, you're save, nothing to worry I'm here" I said hugging him he calmed down even without me telling him to breathe
I get under the covers with him and he snuggles into me still calming down "I-im s-so-sorry Jacky" he said sniffling, he smuggled into my neck and I just cuddled him.
Morning
I wake up to find Alex giggling at something, and he's trying not to make much noise "what?" "Is the guy you're thinking of hot?" "Excuse me?" I ask he nods down to my morning wood "fuck!" I yell and jump up and put jeans on "you saw nothing" I said pointing at the adorable boy giggling his cute little arse off
"come on, it happens to everyone cutie" "what?" "Um n-nothing" he said and got up grabbed his clothes and went into the bathroom it was 6 am but because of the juniors we didn't have to be in school until 10
he got out of the shower a few minutes later with a towel just around his waist "are you gonna stop checking me out or what?" There was something, something going threw my mind, "well?" He said giggling at his own comment he sat next to me still in the towel "are you ok?" He places his hand on my shoulder I look at him and I lean in and kiss him he kissed back
I broke the kiss and looked at the ground "s-sorry" I said next thing I know he's bloody straddling me he was staring at me "its ok" he said in a seductive tone
we start making out passionately some how I end up just in my boxers I have no idea how that happened and Alex still in that damn towel at that point i was getting frustrated
Alexs phone rings and he looks at me kisses me and goes to answer it "hello" "oh hey Kellin, how's Vic?"
(I'm sorry I had too)
"ahh that's good" "awe sweet ok cya mate" "it was Kellin, and we haven't looked outside yet" he said with a devilish grin "why?" He opens the curtains just to show its snowing
