"It's snowing!" I say like a little child "can you go outside?" I've always loved the snow "really? And do what?"
Jack said still lying in bed "snow family duhh, what else do you do in the snow" I said with attitude "snow family? Really? Are you 18 or 8?"
Jack said looking at me "ohh please Jacky poo" I said straddling him "please" I said giving him a little pout "fine then, go put warm clothes on, I don't want you sick"
he said I started grinning like a little child I ran up and got dressed "jumper" Jack said I ran and I went to go grab a sweater from his closest and I stopped and stared at one that was black with orange stripes jacks dad gave him that for is 15th birthday he hasn't warn it since
"you should wear this" I said holding the sweater by the coat hanger "why?" He said putting jeans on "because it suits you" he put on a Nirvana shirt and walked over to me
"alright" I said putting it on it has always been big on him it's cute the sleeves go over his hands, I grab a white and blue striped one,
we walk down stairs and I sprint out the back door into the garden and just flop into the snow "it's freezing out here" Jack said holding onto himself "but I love the snow" I said still laying on my stomach Jack throws a coat on me
"you'll freeze without it" He said with a massive coat on, I get up and put the coat on and run over and start making a snowman "really?"
Jack said with a smirk on his face "what? plus are you going to help me, I don't want him being all alone" I said working on the snowman "wow you're such a child, but fine"
we were there for almost two hours making snowmen and women "there were done" I said standing up and looking at our creations
"come on you're shivering" I said to Jack we I put my arm around his waist and we walked into the house we sat on the couch with hot chocolates watching the TV I had my arm around him
"Jack" "yep" "this has been fun" I said looking at him, "yeah it has" we look at each other and we kiss then all of a sudden May walks threw the door and sees us kissing
"Jack?! Alex?!" She yells we jump up "a-ahh it's n-not what I-it looks l-like" Jack says "it is what it looks like, don't worry I'll keep you're little secret"
May said giving us a wink i feel like am I about to have a panic attack "Lex breathe" Jack says a looks at me I do what he says and calm down
"you promise?" I said to May "promise, plus you guys are too cute to let this go" she hugs both of us "it's been snowing all day" "yeah we made a snow family because Alex is an 8 year old" "hey, don't judge"
I said pushing him lightly "haha, well that's nice" May is so kind she will keep anyone's secret "plus Jack, how long" "what?" "How long has you been gay, it's really easy to see" "not long"
he said watching the telly "is that the sweater dad gave you?" "Yeah it is" "Good job Alex" i give her a smile because Jack hasn't been able to see his dad in almost 3 years I look at my phone
"I better get going" I said I hug Jack and May and walk out the door, I run home so I don't get cold I walk threw the door
"Alex!" Eylar yells and gives me a hug "I missed you" "I was only at Jacks you could've come over" I said messing up his hair he may be in year 9 but he acts like a 5 year old most times, "hey the faggots back everyone"
Tom says "Tom, stop it, he's not gay" 'that's what you think' I say to myself I really love Jack but I don't want to disappoint my family because they're all homophobic fucks,
I ignore the comment and run up to my room and flop onto my bed "do you want breakfast love?" Breakfast? Oh it's only 9 in the morning shit "nah I'm good thanks mum" I just go to sleep and wake up to my brother shaking me
"something's wrong with Elyar quick!" Tom screams at me and runs into his room "he's having a heart attack!" I grab his meds give him some
"call an ambulance!" I say he calms down but he needs looking after medically because these pills will make him have another one shortly 5 minutes pass and the ambulance finally comes
"alex move" Tom says sitting on my bed i walk away and sit next to him "is he going to die?" I say sobbing this is his worst one yet "no he's gonna be fine, he has never stopped fighting and he won't now" I felt Tom hug me he hasn't hugged me since I was five
"are you related to him?" "Yeah, we're his older brothers" Tom said standing up and me still sitting there "where are you parents?" "My mum is at the store and should be home any minute and my dad most likely at the bar"
Tom said trying not to cry "will he be ok?" I ask "you look after that boy ok?" The ambulance man said and looking at me "what is all this?!" I heard mum yell "Eylars had a heart attack, it's bad"
Tom said and mum running up to see him "are you the mother?" "Yes, what's wrong with my boy?" She asks on the edge of tears "I'm sorry" is all he said he walked out with the body Elyar was dead my little brother was dead
"No! No! HES NOT DEAD HE CANT BE DEAD" I scream "im sorry" "NO FUCK YOU, FUCK YOU, YOU KILLED MY LITTLE BROTHER YOU PRICK" I was angry and upset all in one I was balling and yelling
I ran out the door and sprit to Jacks house I knock on the door "Alex?! What is it?!" Jack says hugging me "E-Elyar is d-dead" i say sobbing onto his shoulder "come inside"
he said sitting me on the couch i cry and cry "what's wrong dear?" Mrs Barakat says to me "Elyar is dead" I'm still balling at this point "oh come dead I'll take you home" "mum please, he can't go back, let him stay just for tonight" May says and giving her a look
"alright dear, I'll call you're mother" Jack takes me upstairs and we sit on his bed
