Unpredicted Hearts

Chapter 17

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12th April 2020
Afrah's POV

I jolted awake from the dream I had. It scared me to death. It felt so real my tears couldn't stop.

I looked around for my phone and after minutes of searching I found it. I dialed his number but it went straight to voicemail, I tried again and it went to voicemail. I tried for about 10 times and it gave the same result. I threw away the phone in frustration.

I sat there for ten minutes shaking and resisting the urge to do what I have in mind but after five minutes when I resisted no more, I stood up and left the room heading to the kitchen being careful not to make any sounds so as not to wake up anybody.

I searched for it anywhere and I could not find it. Well they probably knew I would search for it. I looked around still trying to locate it till it popped in my mind. I immediately went there and there it was staring at me.

I took one and cut my finger with it to know how sharp it is and it was fine but still no pain.

I slit my palm and still no pain

Then my arms,no pain

Then my thighs, no pain

I busted into fresh wails not knowing what to do and how to get the pain and memories out of me. Just then Clara came in looking scared, she rushed to me and squatted beside me taking away the weapon and throwing it away before hugging me and saying soothing words to me.

"He left me Clara too he promised to be here and now he left me just like everyone does" I cried my wails getting louder.

"Shhh don't say that you know he is still on air so don't worry and know that we will always be with you".

But why didn't he answer my calls when I needed him and now I still can't feel the pain and the memories keep haunting me"

"Don't worry you're bleeding now let's help you". She cleaned my wounds and gave me some painkillers to take.

Just then Hanan and the rest came in and all rushed to me all saying soothing words with hanan complaining of me ruining her beauty sleep; just typical hanan.

Kauthar decided to make me some soup with Mimi and Naomi helping while hanan and Clara looked after me before I have another attack.

"Hanan" I voiced out after some minutes.

"Hmm"

"Do you think am burden on all of you that is why he refused to answer ne cos he is tired of me and am burdening you guys too with all my problems"I asked

"No dear and don't ever think so cos we all care about you and zayd maybe is still on the plane that was why he didn't answer you but and always know that we will always be here for you no matter what the situation is and even if nobody is her I will always be with you". She said

"Yes we will always be with you" mimi added.

"Yes" they all said and before I knew I was crashed into a hug.

"Aww now you make me miss the baes" I said

"Yes I miss them too" hanan said

"And afrah turn to Allah for your problems never let shaytan to instigate you because it can lead you to shirk but if you turn to Allah for help everything will be fine and you will see" kauthar said.

"In shaa Allah" I said and I felt bad for not turning to Allah but instead resulted to hurting myself which was insane but in shaa Allah I promise to make strengthen my relationship with Allah.