If we must part forever, Give me but one kind word to think upon, And please myself with, while my heart’s breaking
Author's pov
"You're filming me again huh you sly ostrich?"
"Who are you calling an ostrich?!"
"Booboo the ostrich..."
"JAEMIN AH! I'LL SHOVE THIS STRAWBERRY INSIDE YOUR MOUTH! WATCH ME"
"I dare you Jinnie"
Boxes of tissues were scattering around the room. She pulled another ply of tissue out of the box, wiping her endless tears. The tv in her room has never once been turned off since the bad news.
She kept herself still on the bed, not even leaving for food or a bath. She felt like she lost everything in her life. Beside her is a gift box that are filled with rolled papers. It used to be filled with fortune cookies with messages inside.
She kept it with her. Everything that's related to Jaemin, she kept them around her.
"I'm sorry that I have to leave you my sweetheart, my baby Jinnie"
"I'm thankful that at the few of my last moment, you came and became my light. You told me that everyone can create happiness in life. You've becane my happiness since then"
"You've shown me what I wish to see. You bring me to feel the joyous of life"
"Jinnie I'm certain that it's almost impossible for me to stay awake with this kidney failure so don't be sad... I'm just going to bed"
"Jinnie please take care of hyung and take care of yourself"
"Even if i'm not there anymore... I will always be in your memory and heart. Thanks for stealing mine, my sweet Jinnie"
"Create your new happiness. I'll be around... Missing you"
"I love you my supposed Mrs. Na"
The messages were inside her mind. Every alphabet and words are remembered carefully.
Pillows are wet with tears. There's marks of drying tears along her pale cheeks. Her eyes are red and swollen because of all those crying. Her lips that were dried.
It's as if she died in there along with the memories of Jaemin.
Mark went into her room and hugged her.
"Stop Jinjin... You're hurting me too" he cried.
"Oppa.... He went to bed"
"He didn't keep his promise"
Fin...
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Lights || NA JAEMIN
Fanfiction"I'll make a cup of coffee for you" Jinah caress Jaemin's cheek softly as she gaze at the laying boy. It pains her heart to see him like this. It must hurt a lot for him. "I'll keep you company" she tried to keep the tears in 2/? Completed✓✓
