Lights || NA JAEMIN

Too

Just let me keep the last piece of my heart before you tear it all apart

Jinah

I took my bag and ran downstairs. I head to the kitchen to grab a slice of bread so I can eat while I walk to school. Mark is drinking some water.

"Jinah don't go to school today... Just skip it for today. Just today" he said.

His eyes looks so gloomy. I don't know why and i don't want to ask why. I just nod and turned around to go back to my room and change into normal clothes. But suddenly he hugged me from the back.

"Let me stay like this for awhile" he said.

"Minhyung what's wrong?" I asked him slowly.

"I can't say it... But you'll know it" he said.

It was awhile until he really let me go. I went upstairs and decided to look at the idol group I've been hyping. They're SuperM. Avengers of K-pop. Amazing isn't it?

They debuted a few months back. The maknae is a rapper and his name is Mark Lee... He resembles my brother so much. I almost doubt that my brother is him.

That dense boy can't be such a hot guy... Trust me...

The time passed by so fast. It's already ten in the morning. That was quick....

Suddenly someone knocked on my door. Mark opened the door and he's still with that uneasy face he's having since morning.

"Get change... I'm bringing you out" he said and left. Not letting me ask anything.

I went to change my clothes anyways. I wore a dark blue denim jacket with pairing jeans and a black tee. I put my hair into a ponytail and wore a cap.

I went to unplug my phone. Thankfully the battery is full. I switch off everything before leaving the room and head downstairs. I took the keys of the house and went to Mark who's waiting in the car. I locked the house and went into the car.

Jaemin

I looked at my watch. My flight will be in 20 minutes. It's a good time to get ready to set off.

I'm holding a small box in my hand. A jewelry box. On the chair beside me, I placed another box. It's a gift box and there's fortune cookies.

I'm waiting for someone to arrive. I will not board the plane until she comes. Suddenly I saw her from afar. I stood up.

Her brother went to my sister. They're going to have a little chat before we go.

She's standing right there, Infront of me. Not far but the gap is around one meter. Her expression are totally something I've never seen.

"Where are you going?" She asked.

"Away... Far" I tried to smile.

Her eyes starts to gleam with tears bearing within her eyes like a wall. Threatening to fall anytime.

"Why?" Her voice are shaky.

"I've been diagnosed with kidney failure. I'm going back to my parents" I glance at the floor and back to look at her.

"When will I see you again?" She came closer to me.

"Soon..."

Jinah

"Soon... But you'll have to wait for me" he smiled to me ever so weakly.

Tears starts to roll down my cheeks as I look at him. I feel like my heart is shattering. It's going to to be long until I see him again.

Now I regret...

He came to me and hold my hand tight. I'm holding onto him. If I don't then I won't be able to stand anymore.

He opened the small box in his hands and took out a necklace. He went behind me and putting it on me.

"Jinnie You're beautiful..." He said.

I looked into his eyes. The charming eyes I saw when I sat beside him in class now became so dull.

I hugged him. I pulled him into my embrace and hugged him tightly.

"I love you Jaemin ah..." There I said it.

"I love you too Jinnie" He pulled my face up and placed his lips on mine.

He's crying in the kiss. Our tears were mixed together during the kiss. It was slow, soft and full of regrets.

"I wish I told you this earlier" I said slowly.

"I promise... I'll be back" he placed his forehead on mine.

Jaemin

I'm leaving now. My sister has called me. I went to the chair and gave the box to her. I told her to enjoy them with her brother.

"Smile for me" I pulled each end of her lips and pulled it up to curve a smile.

"Take care sweetheart... I'm leaving now"

I wish I told her sooner....

That I love her all along.