Ours For The Taking

chapter 16: i dont like this

So Safaree left, just for a little while until we can get over this. Lots has been going on with Young Money, not good. Wayne wants everybody to be in New York for a meeting today. That's good, because it means I can see my family while I'm there.

My head jerked up so my face wouldn't hit the table as I dozed off to sleep a bit. The plane ride is almost over. A couple more minutes til we land. Well, until I land. I only have 1 person with me, and that's my serurity guard, Ron. Safaree wouldn't like that...if he knew I was alone.

Anyway, Ron doesn't talk much, so these 6 hours have been really, really boring. I wonder what my Faree's doing...

(SAFAREE'S POV)

I stopped my motorcycle at the house and walked up to the door. I unlocked it and slowly walked inside. "Nic! You here?" I yell through the house. There was no answer, so I went upstairs and checked her room. All her stuff was there except for the most important thing: her.

I guess she already left for New York. She was going on about some fall out in YMCMB and how they need to fix some stuff. I really hope everything works out, because I know how much that stuff means to her. I bet she'll go visit her family, too. She always does when we go up there.

I sat on the couch in her bedroom and turned on the TV.

(NICKI'S POV)

I walked down the steps of the plane and felt my feet hit the hard cement. Ron got behind me as I stepped up into the black SUV. "Is the hotel expecting you or do we need to call ahead?" The driver says. I gave him the address to my mothers house and he drove me there.

As I got out if the car, I thanked the driver. I walked up to the door, took a deep breath and knocked. Micaiah opened the door smiling. I hugged him tightly and didn't let go. "I missed you sis." He said. I ran my fingers through his hair and let a tear go down my face. "Trust me I missed you more than anything."

We went inside and I heard a familiar voice that I can never forget. "Caiah who was at the- Onika!" My mother came to hug and kiss me. "Mom.." I smiled as she pulled away from the hug. "Onika I haven't seen you in so long!" She said. I haven't been called that in a while.. We laughed, but inside I was crying. I feel guilty that I haven't come to see them.

(SAFAREE'S POV)

I'm laying in bed, crying like a little bitch. I'm realizing that I'm wrong. Nicki almost took her own life because I fucked up. And now, everybody knows. I don't know what to do and I need to get her back. But she's already took her ring off and forgot about me.

(ONE WEEK LATER)

Ever since Nicki got back from New York, she's been acting weird. She's been tryna fuck every single day, which I'm not complaining about, but Its just weird. And she wears less clothes around the house.

She makes me breakfast, lunch, and dinner, even though I usually make her food. "Safaree!" I hear and Nicki comes in the bedroom. She only had a thong and a bra on. "Are you missing something? Like a shirt and pants?" I burrow my eyebrows.

She also had a plate with a big ass lunch on it. She sat it down on the bedside table. "Thanks..." I say.

She got onto of me, grabbed my face and kissed me hard. She took my shirt off as I wondered what the fuck she was doing. She kept kissing me as she grinded her hips on my waist area.

"Nicki stop. We can't do this anymore."

"W-why?" She asks."We're broken."

"Broken?"

"Our relationship consists of sex and arguing. That's not okay. This is worse than last week when we weren't talking."

She got off of me and walked toward the door. "You sound crazy."

I got up and followed her. "I'm crazy? Look at you Nicki. Put on some clothes you look like a stripper. I don't like it. This is not the-"

"Nicki you married. I know." She sighed and looked down. She looked so lost and sad.

"What are you doing? Look at you!" I say. "I don't want you to do this."

"Safaree stop. I get it." She looked up. Her mascara was running a little. I walked toward her and fixed it. "You're messing up your makeup." I say. She wrapped her arms around me and dug her head into my chest.

"Safaree I don't know what to do because we've always been like this. Right?"

"Ever since 2008 when you started blowing up..."

"..I'm sorry. This is all on me. You told me not to go with Wanye. You said he doesn't treat women right and you didn't trust him. We wouldn't be like this if I had listened to you."

"Yea...but look around. You're worth 50 million dollars and we live in a 5 million dollar house in LA. You have millions of adoring fans that would stand in front of a bullet for you."

"And I'm in a toxic relationship that somehow lasted 10 years.....and I have to dress like this to get attention."

He shook his head and walked away. "So are we.."

"I don't know anymore Nicki! God Damn..."

"It was just a question Safaree!"

"I don't know how this will work when we have kids." He sighs. "I don't want your kids." I say out of anger. "I don't want your kids either! You killed the last one with Aaron!"

"First of all why the fuck would you even bring that shit up?! You promised you would never bring it up! I had no choice, you think I wanted to do that shit?!" I screamed.

(SAFAREE'S POV)

She burst into tears and ran into her room. I followed her and she slammed the door in my face. I heard it lock, so I didn't even try opening it.

(4 HOURS LATER)

Nicki's cries and weeps were getting louder so I decided to go check on her. I unlocked the door with my key and went in. She was covered in her Versace robe I got for her 2 years ago.

"Nicki....I'm so sorry." I say. "I don't care." She says into the pillow. "Nic-"

"Get out!" She screamed, turning around. She grabbed a vase of flowers from her side table and threw it at me. I didn't move because I know she can't throw very well. It shattered on the floor space beside me.

"I'm not leaving again! We either get over this or get divorced!" I yell back. "You went to far Safaree! Why the fuck would you say I killed my baby!?" She screamed louder.

"I wasn't thinking, I'm sorry. Please Nicki..I'm sorry! I didn't mean to bring up Aaron and the baby."

"Don't even say his name. I can't stand hearing his name." She looked down to her lap.

"I'm sorry.. Forgive me please."

"No. You're right. I did kill that baby and I can't take it back and I hate myself for that. And then Aaron..... I miss him so much..." She began crying and I walked over to her.

I sat next to her and put my arms around her. She cried on my chest. "Why aren't you over him yet?"

"Because.....I was in love with him. And I would've had his child if I wasn't 15 and stupid." The way she uttered those words made my throat hurt.

I kissed her head. "It's alright. Everything will be alright..I promise." I whisper.

"Are you sure?"

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