All I want is your love

Chapter 45

Aisha’s POV;

         I didn't know the time when I broke my promise about not shedding tears for Usman anymore and bursted out crying out loud helplessly. I held my face in agony, tears flooding down my cheek pitiful, the pain is just too much, I'm not even perfectly okay, I'm sick just put yourself in my shoes and tell how you'll feel, being slapped whilst sick. I didn't finish comprehending the slap he gave me when he pulled me by my hair harder than he has ever did before and dragged me to the sitting room throwing me to the floor like a piece of trash. I was crying so hard. I'm not worried about myself its my baby I care about now. If Usman continue with what he's doing he'll definately hurt my baby, I can't allow that to happen.

      “Shut up you! You're such a flirt you know, so its true, my suspicions are true after all, the guy I saw the other day with a white ride is actually your boyfriend, he even got you pregnant. And you two are too stupid to do it under my roof, huh?” He roared. “I'll make sure I teach you a lesson today, I'll make sure I make permanent bruises all over your body and lets see how that dumb boyfriend of yours will enjoy looking at your body the next time. I'll make sure I take you straight to hell where you belong” He pulled out his belt and walked towards me. I couldn't stand up and run to escape, I couldn't even explain things to him.

     As he was approaching me, I got scared than ever, all my mouth could say was “Usman please don't beat me up, please I'm sorry. I'm sick have mercy on me please.”

     “Mercy on you? You're way stupid to say that, when your boyfriend got you pregnant, did you felt mercy towards yourself?” before I could get to plead him again, he started beating me up mercilessly without pity, he didn't just beat me up he kicked me as well, he kicked  every inch of my body with his leg, as if I'm a horse. He was beating me out of anger without mercy as if I'm not a human, I was crying helplessly and pleading for him to stop but he wouldn't listen to me, he kept on beating and kicking me mercilessly, every inch of my body is bleeding. I know definately I'm going to die and my baby is going to die along with me.

     “Usman please... Stop.. I'm begging you.. Ple-” I didn't get to finish saying ‘please’ when he kicked me so hard, harder than he ever did in my stomach. I felt a sudden sharp pain that made me scream like never.

    “Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!” From then I don't know what happened to me again. All I know is that my time has come.

    Usman’s POV;

    
     Ever since I was born in this world, I've never read in papers or watch in movies a human being beat up recklessly like how I did to Aisha. How dare she pass her limit like this? How can she bring a man home and let him get her pregnant? How dare she? She didn't respect our marriage. When this realisation hit my head again? I got furious and tensed than before she was calling out for help from me when I gathered all the manly power in me and kicked her right to her stomach with my leg. She led out a scream that can bring down a building then there was a total moment of silence.

    “Get up you! I said get up you still deserve some more, this isn't enough. Won't you get up?” I yell out. I used my leg to turn her around disgustedly when I saw a pool of blood on the floor and more and more are still coming out from under her. I must admit I got scared, I didn't kill Aisha did I? I didn't know the time when I threw the belt I was holding and bent down, I tapped her in the face, “Aisha! Aisha! Wake up, you are not dead are you?” She didn't respond at all and even when I tested her breathing, she wasn't breathing at all.

      Omg! I'm not a murderer Aisha please wake up oh God NO! I've killed her, I've killed Aisha what am I gonna tell her family now? The blood won't stop coming out. I quickly ran into my room and brought out my keys I picked her up, I didn't mind staining my shirt, I walked straight to my car and put her in the back seat. At once I left home for the Teaching Hospital, Aisha was betaken straight to the emergency, the bleeding still hasn't stop.

       I can't remember the last time when I actually got terrified like this. God please do make sure Aisha survives this I don't know what to tell her family. I prayed earnestly.

     I couldn't sit I was pacing through the hall way. It took about 2 hours before the red bulb turned off. I quickly made my way to the door. A male doctor with two nurses appeared “doctor doctor how is she please? don't tell me she's dead please.” I pleaded. “Are you her husband?”

      “Yy...yeesss, I am” I stammered. He snorts out before patting my shoulder “I'm so sorry we didn't get to save the pregnancy, and also your wife...”

     I cuts him off “please don't tell me she's dead.”

       “She's not dead, but she was nearly dead. What actually did happened to her?”

     I lied, “she... Doctor I actually don't know what happened to her I just found her like that. So what now doctor? Will she be alright?”

    “Nothing is certain yet, Mr as you can see she's unconcious for now we did stopped the bleeding and treated the minor wounds on her body. I will not hide this for you Mr your wife is in a very critical condition.”

   “Doctor please do everything in your power to save her I'll pay whatever it takes please do save her.”

       “We will try our possible best, you just pray for her okay?” I nodded and watch him leave. I went over to the room and peek through the window, she was lying down flat on the bed bandage all over her head, she's been supplied with oxygen. She looks so lifeless. I'm such a beast, a horrible beast to beat her up like this. I was carried away by anger, intensed anger. “Please don't die Aisha...”

   I stood there for almost an hour hoping maybe she'll shake a finger, unfortunately she didn't.

    5 more hours later, I was sitting on a bench lost in my thoughts when a nurse approached me. “Mr your wife has regained comciousness, you may now see her please.”

      I felt relieved that she isn't dead, I thanked God then the nurse. As I hurriedly stood up and made my way to Aisha’s room. On reaching there, I stopped by the door I didn't have the confidence to talk to her, what am I even gonna tell her, but I have to apologize that I know. I gently and calmly opened the door. I saw Aisha lying down on the bed with tears rolling down her cheeks for the first time in my life I felt pity towards her, I can't forgive myself for what I did. I'm such a terrible beast.

      As I opened the door, she gently turned to see who came in and when our eyes met the speed of rolling tears on her cheeks increased. She averted her gaze to somewhere I walked in and stopped a few inches from her bed. “Aisha” I managed to call her name. I can't actually believe the kind of pain and injuries I've made Aisha gone through.

     “Aisha I'm so sorry please, I'm terribly sorry.”

        Tears won't stop coming down her cheeks and which made me felt more guilty. “Nurse!” She managed to call out in a low cracky voice that isn't coming out much. “Nurse!” she called out again. “Aisha please listen to me...” A nurse came in quickly “yes what's the problem here?” She asked, Aisha turned and looked at her still crying “take this man out of here please, don't ever let him into my room I beg of you.”

     “Aisha please don't do this to me please.” I pleaded.

      “Sir please let’s leave the room seems like the patient don't wants to see you, as you can see she's in a critical condition lets not worsen it”

   “But nurse I'm her husband ple-”

   Aisha cuts me off, “no nurse he is not my husband please take him out.” She cried out. Before I could get to talk again the nurse dragged me outside, I can hear how Aisha is crying from here the nurse quickly returned to her...

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#crying #crying #crying shafakillah Aisha. I don't wanna talk about this. Usman I'll kill you don't let me set my eyes on you. Huh! How could you?