Will this life be any better ?

He hates me - part 14

Ugh I groan as I heard my alarm ringing , I crossed my leg in the middle of the bed still sleepy and tired.I looked at the clock it was about 7 o'clock , I slept 3 hours like a dead person.I got up and fixed my hair, I thought that Justin will be downstairs but he stills in the studio maybe I mumbled to my selff.Looking through the fridge I didn't know what to eat and plus I was too lazy to cook something , so I just ordered pizza and called mia to come over and do the homework together .

Ugh homework

Few hours later :

Mia came and we start doing our Math homework together , for some reason I liked Math alot especially algebra

"Ugh I don't get it" mia mumbles while shutting her book , I laughed at her face she looked so funny "I can help you" I said while laughing , "No enough we have been doing homework since I came here" she said and rolled her eyes at the same time

"Fine" I said to her , I was bored as well so we decided to watch a movie . We both went to the kitchen to prepare drinks and popcorn. I heard a knock on the door

It can't be justin because he has his key I start thinking. I opened the door and found no one ,

I Hate this like seriously why would you knock on the door and run away .

I was about to close it when someone shouted "Booh got you" he held my waist and I saw justin "gosh you scared me" I said walking inside and he's behind me , he wrapped his hands around my waist and whispered in my ear "I miss you" I smiled ,

I missed him stupid school..

I kissed him and I heard mia shouting "popcorn is ready" I gigled and looked at Justin while having a confused face "aw is she your friend ?" He said pinching my cheeks "yes" he smiled slowly and said "so happy that you get along with it"

Yeah but I was about to kill a bitch in school earlier.

" I will tell you about it later" I dragged him with me to the kitchen as mia stopped what was she doing when she saw justin.

Oh shit I forget to tell her about justin

"This is just." She interrupted me "Justin bieber" , "who in the earth don't know him" I laughed ,  " I forget to tell you he's my boyfriend" I said to her , just took his hand out from his pocket  and shaked mia's hand " Nice to meet you" he said to her , she still have the shocked face me and Justin both Laughed " I'm mia , nice to meet you too" , " sooo wanna join us and watch a movie ?" I asked Justin as I prepared everything in the room "Yep I'll just go change "I nodded and he went upstairs.

I sat facing mia " look don't tell anyone about justin or that he's my boyfriend , because we didn't say it to public yet"  , she nodded slowly and said "Izzy where are your parents"

My stomach flipped when she said that , the fact that mum is died and I don't know where my father is.

"Um my mum died when I was young" I said trying to hold tears , "your dad? " mia asked me "that's a long story tho and he was the reason that I moved here with justin he doesn't even know that" I said to Mia

All the bad memories came up to me again , the days that he brings girls home and I can't do anything about it . My mood is changing.

After an hour I told mia everything and how did justin find me. , a tear rolled down my cheek quick as I wipe it out "I'm so sorry , everything will be okay" mia gave me a hug and I just wanted to cry.

Moody again.

" did you call him?" She asked me referring it to my dad ,

why would I call him he scared me last time I don't want to.

Justin came downstairs and sat next to me , " are you okay" he held my hand and looked at me "Maybe" I said still having tears in my eyes.

I decided to call him , he still my dad I just can't ignore him even through the rough days that I had with him since mum was gone.

I took my phone out of my pocket and looked at both of Justin and mia "I'll call my dad" Justin looked at me with wide eyes "are you sure" he asked , I nodded slowly as I dailed his number and put the phone on speaker , after few rings , he answered "Hello?" His high pitch voice said through the phone.

I wanted to cry .

"Hi dad" I said slowly waiting for his answer " izzy what the hell , where are you" I looked at Justin to see if I can tell him "California" , "why did you leave" he said to me ,
my tongue was stuck I'm mad

"because you keep on hurting me , instead of treating me like your daughter" I said nearly whispering "Shut up you were a mistake and I will find you" he said to me

A mistake ?

" I wish if my mum still here , life would be better" I said with a cracked voice. ,

" I Hate You izzy got it ? , I don't want to talk to you , now Shut the f*ck up and stop drama , I don't care what are you going to do but I'll find you and you will be living with me again"

He hates me.

 

The line went off , tears running down my cheeks "I Hate you" still repeated in my Head , justin came closer to me and I put my head on his shoulder and cried even harder " He hates me" I said while crying , " He said I'm a mistake " , justin interuptted me "Shhh it will be okay , I promise "

No it will not be okay.

I looked at justin "how the hell is it gonna be okay , HE HATES ME , MY OWN DAD HATES ME" I cried even harder and went running upstaries I slammed   the door behind me and sat on the floor.

I Hate everything.
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I closed the door as mia went out and I quickly went towards our room the door is locked , I start worrying about izzy

"Izzy open up" I said as I knocked on the door "No go away" I heard her whispering and still crying. "Please open the door" I knocked harder , the door slowly opened

I saw her on the floor , bringing her head to her knees " justin he hates me" she Said once again

Gosh I wish if I can do something about it .

I came closer to her and hugged her tight not leaving her " it will be okay shh" I tried to comfort her "but what If it's not" she said , "it will be okay ?" She nodded slowly and layed down " I want to sleep" she said while wrapping the covers around her tiny body , I was about to go but I heard her whisper "Stay" she said while giving me a space , I layed down next to her and wrapped my arms around her waist and kissed her forhead "Good night beautiful"

I couldn't sleep I just looked at her sleeping.

Suddenly she started to move around then she began to mumble words , "no please don't hit me" , "please leave me alone" she started to talk

Night mare

I start shaking her , she started crying in her dreams "izzy" , "izzy it's just a dream open your eyes" , she slowly opened her eyes and said " he was in my dreams"

I Hate seeing her hurt.

" he wanted to hit me again" she started to crying , "I'm here izzy , don't cry" as I took my thumb and started to wipe her tears away. I sang to her be alright , slowly she closed her eyes "I love you" I whispered while placing a kiss on her forhead " I love you too" I chuckled I thought she slept , bringing her head closer to me and wrapping my arm around her , I slowly fell a sleep.

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