Will this life be any better ?

I'll be here for you

Izzy's point of view:

As I walked into the bathroom , I looked at the mirror and saw how messy I look , will I be able to go back home , random thoughts came up to my mind.  I wanted to go to my dad but I don't want to be abused again , why is this so hard for me , while standing in the shower warm water fell slowly through my body , I felt relaxed , I felt like I've never been abused in my whole life since my mum was dead , I want to start a new life , meet new people , but the only way of doing this is staying away from my dad , sorry dad as I kept talking to my self. I've a life too I need to look for my future but to be do this I'm leaving you.after I took a shower , I want to talk to Justin about the descions I made , I wanted him to know because he said we're friends. As I stepped out I saw justin sitting on the edge of the bed. I giggled to my self he didn't saw me , I opened my suit case  , I picked some yoga pants and a t-shirt , I put my hair in a messy bun and I fixed my face , how bad I was looking since I came here . I went downstairs and look at justin texting someone on the phone "who are you texting " I said to him while i took the phone away from his hands "Give it back" he shouted as he tried to catch me "never" I said and stick my tongue out , I laughed about how angry he looked , he came up to me and hold my waist , pressed me into the wall , looking at me deep in my eyes "so will you give it " he whispered quietly while running his hands on my hair  , as he kissed me softly on the cheek.  My cheek  burned like fire , "aw look who's blushing" he giggled , "shut up" as I hit him in his chest. Trying to get away from him

,  "okay here" as I moved but he held my hand stopping me to move , he pressed his lips on mine , I winded my eyes , I didn't know.  Holy crap justin is kissing me. I didn't have a choice except kissing him back , we stopped when we heard that Someone is knocking at the door " I'll get " as I moved quick from the position we were in "Wass up izzy" as I found alfredo standing having some chocolate in his hands.  "Hey" I said quietly as he pulled me to a hug "are you okay" he asked while closing the door behind him , "yes I am thank you" as we went inside the room , "wass up bro " Alfredo went to Justin and give him a brother hug "all good" Justin smiled while looking at me. Oh gosh I kept talking to my self.  Thinking about the kiss , Justin , did I fell for him already "guys I made decision" as I walked to them pulling a chair out and sitting facing them " what decision" Justin said confused while giving alfredo a confused look. "I want to start a new life , I want to stay far away from my dad. , he still my dad but I can't be abused everytime , I have other things to worry about , I always wanted to be the daughter that my dad will look after and be proud of , but guess what my dad is just a person that care about his self , drinking , get girls is all he wants in his life.  Am just like a dead person to him , he always keep hitting me , and am still alive , I want to live like a normal person , normal life , having friends , people I can hangout with. I want to start a new page , I've been hurt enough since my mum dead , I tried to  live and fight for surviving to show my mum that she had made an amazing daughter , I want to go far away , never see him again.  He destroyed me , I always cut at nights but remembering my mum I always stop , I want to live normal I do have feelings too" as I kept talking tears run down my eyes , remembering all the memories I had ,  I felt Justin strong arms wrapped around me as I put my head on his shoulder and cried even more to let everything out , he held up my face between his hands and whipped my tears away with his thumb "I'm here for you izzy , we're all here for you. And I'll never let you go as long as you're with me" I nodded slowly knowing that everything will be okay . As Alfredo came up to "I want a hug as well".I smiled and he hugged while saying. "It will be okay we're here for you babe girl"  "okay am done with the drama " as I giggled to myself "okay let's watch a movie"justin said , "wait is your tour finished already ?" I asked him "yes izzy you know what ?" , "what ? I said while waiting for an answer "you're staying with me" he said , while I winded my eyes , surprised about what he said "but my college , dad and everything" "it doesn't matter izzy , you're going with , you'll go to college and everything don't worry okay ?" Okay I nodded and giving him a smile "Okayyyy guys I need the movie come on" alfredo shouted we both giggled and prepared the popcorn , watching bad neighbors , as I wast to interested in the film , I rested my head on his shoulder while he wrapped his arm around me  , he took out his phone and took a picture.  I wondered what caption did he put. I felt tired  and my eyes shut slowly as I felt a sleep on justin shoulder.