Will this life be any better ?

Part 18

Justin's pov:

I heard some noises from upstairs , but Izzy is sleeping maybe something fell down , but I wanted to make sure that Izzy is okay.

"Coming back in a sec" I told the boys and made my way upstairs.

Through the hallway I made my way to our bedroom ,

I opened the door quietly but I didn't find izzy lying in bed as I left her

I got worried

"Izzy are you taking a shower?" I shouted , but there was no answer

"Izzy are you okay?" I shouted again but it's just like am talking to my self.

I went to the bathroom and opened the door , seeing Izzy's tiny body on the floor with blood all over her hands

Oh my god what just happened

"Izzy please wake up , don't leave me" I cried as tear rolled down my cheek

I picked her up so quick and carried her downstairs

"Alfredo get up we need the hospital"

I told him but he didn't pay attention to me and Izzy still in my hands

"ALFREDO GET THE FUCK UP" I shouted

He turned around and saw Izzy

He wanted to talk but I just stopped him

"Get the car ready" I said quietly

Skipping the ride , we are finally at the hospital ,,

"NURSE WE NEED A DOCTOR" I shouted and looking at Izzy all sad.

"Okay sir calm down" she kept talking

"SHE'S NOT WAKING UP , GET A DOCTOR"

I shouted again

Few mins later.

The doctor came out from Izzy's room and I quickly stood up with the boys around me

"Is she okay" I asked him worried

"Yeah , she lost alot of blood and she needs to stay in bed but you can take her home" he told me , I thanked him and asked if I could see her , he nodded

I opened the door quietly and grabbed the chair next to her bed .

"Hi babe , I know you can't hear me , but please don't do this to your self again , I don't want to lose you"

I hold her hand and Start singing be alright slowly.

I hate seeing her hurt.

She squeezed my hand and tried to move , she opened her eyes and staried at the ceiling ,

"Why didn't I die" she said slowly and a tear rolled down her cheek

I put my hand on her cheek and removed the tear away with my thumb

"Look at me Izzy"

" I know it's hard , but you have to show them your strongest side , no matter what they did fight and show them you're not weak" I told her while holding her hand

"But Justin , everyone hates me , everyone is thinking am using you , everyone is thinking that am a homeless who doesn't have parents , there's no need to be in this world"

I hate seeing her upset , I just want to see her beautiful smile.

"Shhh Izzy , I need you in my life , I don't hate you , the boys don't hate you , I love you okay ?"

"I love you too" she said quietly and closed her eyes .

Gosh why can't she just live happily