Will this life be any better ?

Part 19

It's Monday again and I really don't want to go to school , laying in bed I shut the alarm and am too lazy to get up

"Izzy get up you have school" said Justin ,

He sounded like a mum

Dragging my self out of bed , I looked on the mirror and I just look like a dead person who came back to life again from death

Lol

Doing all the morning business , I looked at the clothest , I had to wear long sleeves because of my cuts

Ugh bad thing ever

I put my red jumper on and my black jeans applied Mascara and eyeliner because I looked kinda dead.

I took my backpack and head downstairs

"Good Morniiiing babe" I shouted as I hugged Justin from behind

"You okay ?" He turned and faced me

"Yeah am feeling better" I smiled at him , while he put his hands on my cheek and pulled me closer to him .

He pressed his soft lips on mine and kissed me gently

Gosh I miss this

"Izzy promise me not to hurt yourself again" he pulled away and stil hugging me,

I didn't want to promise because I don't know If I will stop cutting.

I just looked at him with no emotions on my face .

"It's just hard you know" I said without realizing there was a tear on my cheek

"It will be okay , I'll protect you from everyone who hurt you" Justin said slowly while playing with my hair

I didn't want any arguments or problems again with people at my school , I understand they Hate me but can't they just leave me alone , I'm sick of it.

Snapping back to reality from my thoughts oh shit I'll be late for school

"Come on ,I'll be late"

Justin smiled at me and put an Apple in my backpack.

Isn't he just a Cutie ?

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Finally at school , I smiled at justin and gave him a quick kiss on his cheek

"See you later babe , enjoy your day" Justin said .

I stepped out from the car and saw Mia and Jake waiting for me.

I ran and hugged Mia ,because I didn't tell her what happened and am such a bad friend.

"Are you okay , oh my god you look sick , what happened , why are you wearing long sleeves it's kinda warm today...."

I laughed about how funny she looked

"Mia stop , I'll tell you when we go inside

"Hey jake you alright?" I asked him while giving him a quick hug, he smiled 

Going through the doors , everyone stopped talking like they saw a ghost , some people start mumbling words

"Slut" I heard from behind

"Ew look at her" I heard another voice

"Ugh why is she even here" again.

I didn't want to cause problems , am strong ,trying to tell my self this and I hope it will work .

But then someone called my name , familiar voice ,,britney and her friend

Why can't she just leave me

Still standing in the middle of the hallway ,

Mia and Jake both gave me a confused look , and I didn't want to turn around because yeah ,

Heartbreaker number 100 is on the way.

"Oh hey Izzy" Britney came up to me and faced me , I really wanted to take her hair out and just slap the hell out of her.

" Do you want a lecture or what , coming to me everytime you see me" I smirked at her , and everyone is like screaming

"I bet Justin got mad at you for using him"she said trying to piss me off

Stupid bitch

"Shut your dirty mouth , if you really have something better to say Just say it , instead of spreading rumors and talk crap about me and My personal life" I said

"I just wanted to say you're trash and no one likes you here , just leave school and everyone will be happy"

" oh guess what ? Am not leaving because this is not your school babe"

She came closer to me and pulled my hand
Don't pull up my sleeve Don't

"Wanna see something guys" she shouted  and everyone screamed back in excitement.

I tried to pull away but she was holding my hand too strong .

And the moment when she pulled my sleeve

" Aw look , this little lady cut because she's afraid of us right ?" She looked at me and everyone start laughing.

Everyone saw my weak point , everyone knows how weak I am.

I stared at her for a while and gave her a look full of hate

" Have nothing to say I see" she said while laughing.

And an unexpected thing happened

I pulled my right hand from my pocket

And pressed it on her cheek.

But the moment I wanted to talk , the teacher came.

Oh shit , I'm so done.

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To be continued
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