After that big fiasco Taylor invited me to stay at his place since his parents weren't hone and he was lonely all by himself.I said yes since I can't go back home.
We walked threw the front door and Taylor went to his room and I followed behind.He closed the door behind him and removed his t-shirt."What are you doing?"I asked him."I'm more comfortable without my shirt"he smiled."Of course"I nodded.
He sat next to me on the bed and looked at me in the eyes."You have really beautiful eyes" he said making me blush."I like yours to"I told him.He leaned in closer and kissed me.
This feels so great...But their is huge consequences to this..What if I really am pregnant?...But his lips feel so good...What if he hurts me as bad as my father and Carter?....But his hands feel so good....What if he kills the baby and you with it?......But his penis feels so good...HIS WHAT!!!!
I looked down and realised I was rubbing threw his pants and he was doing the same.This is gonna happen even if it kills me.I want Taylor right now.
I pushed him down on his bed and sat on him above his privates.I threw my top and bra across the room and smiled I was about to remove his jeans when he stoped me."Jena I don't-...I don't want to do this"
Wow he really is a good guy
Oh Fuck the good guy thing, I want him!!
I slapped him and he looked at me wide eyed.I just smiled."Your really not like Carter are you?""Never have been,never will be"he said still holding his cheek."I'm so stupid,I'm sorry Taylor"I said climbing off of him.I picked up my bra and strut and put them back on.
"Jena were are you going?"he asked getting off of his bed."I'm going home.I can't stay here.Whatever happens,happens""I can't let you go home"he told me."Just let me go Taylor"I said pushing him off of me."NO!!!"he yelled slapping me.
I was on the floor and I started crying."Jena I'm so sorr-""YOUR JUST LIKE EVERYBODY ELSE AND TO THINK I LIKED YOU!!!I HATE YOU!!!"i ran out of his room and walked home crying.
