Ache

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Deep down I feel my heart ache
Except I am unsure of the reason
Is it because I miss the ones I've lost or the ones that have hurt me
I come to terms with the pain that has come to me but this pain hurts me just a bit more

Is this ache in my heart unknown
Is it the stress of school and trying to stay afloat
Is it the disappointment written on my parents face when they look at me
No this pain like the others is something I have come to terms with

My heart only aches more as I try to understand
Then it clicks with me for who I am is sad
I am sad because my wiring was done too wrong
I am sad because there is just alittle more chemicals that string me up

The ache lessens for once as I try no longer not to be sad
My moments joy can coexist with my moments of sad
It's okay for me to feel the way I am and I don't have to justify to others
I am okay with being who I am

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