unafraid [bts x you]

xvii. fast and sudden

*Min Yoon-gi NSFW

I had no footing as I stumbled into the piano room— the same piano room that I had been kicked out of just some time ago. I was even being thrown around by the same person who had held me up against the wall for touching said piano. As a result of that coincidence, a goofy smile started to lift the edges of my lips, and I quickly slapped my hand over my mouth to keep Yoon-gi from having an excuse to start swinging.

The door shut loudly behind us both and I jumped.

"Are you fucking kidding me?"

I probably was, I couldn't tell anymore, I was past questioning what was funny or not. I held back a nod and stayed still. Yoon-gi locked the door, blocking my only escape. Well... I could use the window, but it wouldn't be an escape. It'd be suicide.

"No, sir," I mumbled, finding the courage to sit down on the couch across him. This was not the smartest choice, it rewarded me a slap to the face. I held my head gently, eyesight blurred from the forming tears. It was beginning to get exhausting keeping up with how much was going on, I really was way too high for this. I know for a fact he got a few more punches in, (I felt myself hit the floor) but they hurt significantly less than they usually did. I think I might have passed out, or fallen asleep. I couldn't recall what else Yoon-gi had shouted at me. It was a blur between then, and suddenly jerking up in my bed, waking up from the best sleep of my life.

Someone was knocking on my door.

Knock, knock.

My eyes struggled to find the clock as I tried to untangle myself from the blankets. From my desk, I caught a glimpse of 3:18 AM. As I stood to head towards the door, I finally caught a taste of the dry, bitter taste in my mouth, which I came from the hours of sleep after so much smoking. I took another step, wanting to figure out what the hell had happened, but the taste was too much for me to ignore and I hurried to the bathroom to brush my teeth first.

Knock, knock, knock.

"I'm coming," I whispered, wiping my mouth dry on the small towel. I was still in my clothes from this morning, but I was trying to move fast now. I whipped open the door, scared of any more knocks. My breath hitched seeing the person who had woken me up.

"Took you long enough," Yoon-gi whispered, arms crossed across his bare chest. He pushed through the door now that it was unlocked and I had no choice but to step to the side as he walked in, not caring that he was clearly barging into my room without permission. I pressed my lips together to keep from saying something.

"You should be sober by now, right?" Yoon-gi hissed in the dark. I couldn't see him anymore, but I knew he was right in front of me.

"I guess so..." I mumbled, closing the door, "but why are y--?!"

He slapped his hand over my mouth, spinning me around and throwing me on my bed with way too much ease. I immediately started to get back up on the sheets, flipping over, ready to claw and punch at his face, wherever the fuck he was. I raised my fists but he somehow took my wrists and held them above my head, holding me down before I could pinpoint his location. I tried to kick, but he pushed me against the wall where my bed met two corners before I could move my knees.

"You cause us so much fucking problems," he hissed, freeing one of his hands to hold my chin. He leaned his cheek against mine, his words louder now that he was right in my ear. He was way too close. I felt my face get hot.

"Yoon-gi--"

His hand traveled down to my throat, cutting me off. He was holding me tight, tighter than necessary. It hurt, but I couldn't speak.