"Will you reject me?" I ask, ignoring the lump that was forming in my throat. I fought the tears that were threatening to fall. Don't cry, please Hannah, don't cry.
His green eyes looked like orbs of ice that stared straight through me. A sadistic s...
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The last time Ian and I spoke properly was a week ago.
I was still annoyed at him that he used his Alpha tone on me.
The first two nights, he slept in his office. He must've been calming down too or afraid to face me, I don't know.
When he lied down beside me at night, I made sure to turn away from him, but that quite failed because in the morning, we found ourselves tangled to each other. When he asked questions, I answered him at the bare minimum. When he tried to bring up about finding Dynamí, I told him that I was still going to find her and it ended with us arguing some more.
"I will send Elliot and Alec if you want, but you cannot go with them. You are Panselinos' Luna, you cannot leave your pack." Ian said, which made perfect sense. I understood where he was coming from too.
I breathed out loudly. "I know, but I am the moon goddess' warrior too. We are here for a reason, Ian and that's to stop the Strays. And to do that I need to find the others. They may even be unaware of that they are warriors."
Ian ran a hand through his raven hair, a habit he had when he was feeling frustrated.
I could see that my stubbornness was worrying and hurting him, but there was no other way. I wanted to hug him, but I fought that desire. We had to be in the same page about this one.
"It's dangerous." he said again, low and calm. He was just telling me the facts, but it's not like I didn't know that already.
"I will be fine, Ian."
When I said that, he didn't answer and just ran another hand through his hair. After that, I laid down the bed and turned away from him. I also didn't know what to say anymore.
He stepped out the room, but not before pulling the blankets up for me and giving me a kiss on the cheek.
"Please try to understand me." he whispered on my ear and gave me another kiss at the side of my head. With that, he turned around and I could hear his footsteps getting further away.
But to be honest, I missed him too.
To take my mind off of him, I focused on finding more clues to finding Dynamí. I tried getting more information about the southern pack but as expected, Ian had forbidden those who had access to the informations to tell me.
Should I just go and find the southern pack on my own?
No, no, no.
That's a crazy idea.
I don't even know where it is other than it's in the 'south.' I also didn't have any relations to Alpha Chase's pack so they wouldn't even talk to me if I do somehow manage to get there. They would most likely just throw me to jail right away.
