Shine Girl

8

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He was driving us back to his house again and we were both quiet. His hair was messed up again like mine was from when he fisted his hands in my hair when I had taken his length in my mouth.

I had hickeys covering my neck and I didn't know what I was going to do. His hand was on my thigh in a possessive way.

I can't believe I did those things with him. I'm just as bad as the whores at school. "Octavia, I'm really hoping you aren't regretting that moment we had." He said quietly.

"I don't regret it. I'm just...worried and surprised." I murmured. He parked the car once we got to his house. "Why?" He asked. "I'm worried of what..." I trailed off. "I thought?" He asked. I nodded while looking at him.

"I loved our moment and not just because we had an intimate moment. If you think about it in other ways...it was beautiful. You were beautiful and you are beautiful." He said. "I just..." I trailed off. "What?" He asked. I shook my head while getting out.

"Via, you can talk to me." He said. "I know." I murmured. "Then talk to me." He snapped and I flinched. He sighed frustrated and ran a hand through his hair. "You regret it. You just don't want to hurt my feelings." He said as he went upstairs. I stood there for a moment when his bedroom door slammed. That's the only place he would go.

I ran up the stairs to his bedroom and walked in. He was laying on his bed while staring at the ceiling. I shut the door and locked it before I climbed onto his bed and straddled him. "I don't regret it Callum. I just am surprised with myself. But, for some reason. You really appeal to me Callum. I just can't put my finger on it." I murmured.

He looked at me and I leaned down and I kissed him. His arms wrapped around my as he pulled me closer to him. He rolled over and I wrapped my legs around his waist as his tongue explored my mouth.

His hands trailed up my dress and I arched my back, allowing him access to my back. "Via, you aren't ready for this." He mumbled. "I want you Callum and only you." I murmured while brushing hair out of his face. "How are you so sure I'm your true love?" He asked quietly.

"Your the only one that I've ever felt attracted to and developed feelings for someone that are romantic. I don't go out with guys randomly Callum. You are my first everything with a guy so far. My first kiss. Your the first who's touched my body. Your the first who has seen my body." I murmured.

"I don't want you to feel like I'm taking advantage of you." He mumbled as he got off me and laid beside me. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pulled me closer to him.

I laid my head on his chest. "We have the rest of our lives Octavia. There is no rush." He murmured into my ear. I hummed as I started to fall asleep.

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I woke up to Callum shaking me. I looked at him with a sleepy glare which made him laugh. "That's just cute. But, Nelly wants us over and London has been trying to be patient to see you, but she is liable to come in here and attack you with hugs." He said.

"Oh." I mumbled before closing me eyes. He chuckled. "Come on Via, we got to go." He said as he gently pulled me up. I sighed before nodding and got up. He started to brush my hair and I knew it must have been bad if he had to brush my hair. It didn't feel that bad because it didn't feel like my hair was being pulled out of my head by my normal day knots.

He put my shoes on me and picked me up as he walked out. "Octy!" London squealed, her accent strong. I squirmed as I tried to get down and he finally set me down. So me and London were hugging tightly.

"Guess what!" She squealed. I looked at her to go on. "I got accepted into Livewire!" She squealed. I squealed as well. "Me too! We will be together then!" I squealed and she screamed happily as we were in a bone crushing hug. "We should try and room together then." She said.

"Or you both could stay with your boyfriends and still be in he same house." Mason said. "Callum is your boyfriend?" She asked. "Not officially. Mason is just getting excited." I said.

"I do get why...he should be your boyfriend. Stop being so hard headed for once and be happy." She said while punching me in the arm.