why me??

my life

As I wondered going home ,I asked myself these questions  am I the only person who passes true these times? Am I the only person who suffers a lot ? These questions didn't have an answer yet . When I reached home I I went straight to my room to finish my work my teacher gave me before my mom reached at home . My mom is not the kindness person I met she will treat me as her servant but I couldn't argue with that she gave every thing I wanted . My dad was not the easy person to get along with he will shout at me ,beat me up for no reason but they are my parents so I need to stay silent not tell any one what happens to me or in my life. In school people wondered if I even had a life I will be so quit ,shy they will critisize me they will beat me but I did nothing . As year went by I learned to defend myself I met new friends they were kind and very lovely . But one day as I was going home I saw this boy he called and he asked me what was my name I told him my name is "Angie and yours " I said , he replyed and said "my name is Tom ". " I have watched you pass every morning and afternoon trough here, are you new?". Words didn't came out of my mouth I was shy a little but I answered saying " ohh yes I'm new I live right in the corner of this street and you?. He was a little confused but he answered  me saying  " ohh great, I need to go maybe latter we could talk I need to go and play foot ball but it was nice meeting you Angie " I answered saying "sure" that was the only word that popped in my head I was into him he was hot and kind . As I continued walking towards my house I couldn't stop thinking of him, he  was a lovely boy when I reached home my dad was already there he slapped me and told me "your not ready to have a boyfriend yet !!" I started crying and just ran to my room. I laid in my bed thinking what should I do next I didn't knew what to do I sat in my table and I started to wright letters to my friends. At mid night I heard my front door of my house slam towards the wall when I went to look it was my mom she was really drunked. My dad took that opportunity to tell her what had happened and what he did to me she got vex too and started beating me up so hard that when they finished I couldn't feel my skin . The following day when I went to school all of my friends were conserne they saw me brushed up from head to toe . They asked me what happened and I told them I fell from the stairs going to my room . They believed me they didn't taught my parents did it to me . Every day when I wake up I wake up with that fair I stopped talking to every one because I was afraid . The day report cards came I didn't do well in my class I failed every subject when my mom saw my report cards she started beating me and when my dad came home she told him and he beated me . I just ran to my room and locked the door and started to put all the letters in a box and left it there I had the idea to kill myself . I filled the bath tub and sat inside for a while as I grabed  the jilet to cut myself theinute I was going to do it I remembered that my grandma Wich I loved and adore will not love this idea she will be in great pain if I kill myself . Soo I went out the bath tub and dried myself y said to myself I will speak up I will tell my grandma what was going un I will tell my friends . The following day after school I went straight to my grandma's house I told her what was going on and I showed her my body she was perplexed,sad but happy at the same time because I told her what was going un. My grandma told the police what was going un and the polices arested my parents and I headed to stay with my grandma . My grandma took great care  of me  she loved me and wanted the best for me I love her and always will love her . This is my story for today remember by killing yourself doesn't solves any thing be wise and think of your family and friends will they love the decisions you made . Always seek for help talk to a teacher or best friend they will always be there for you no especially the girls we have a right to talk and tell what's going un in our life and that goes to the boys too . Hope you have a wonderful day and hope you enjoyed my story .
God wants the best for his children's