Euphoria

Return to Korea

*sarahs pov*
Its been a few weeks since y/n left and everyone has been way more depressed. Jungkook hasn't come back yet but when he does i will kill him.
The front door opens but we are all here. A very hungover jungkook comes in and I'm the first over there.
Sarah: WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? JEON JUNGKOOK HOW COULD YOU ABANDON YOUR PREGNANT GIRLFRIEND.
JK: im going to bed. And seriously be quiet, i have a headache.
Sarah: I WILL NOT BE QUIET. YOU HAVE FUCKED UP NOW.
the boys stand there nervously because they'll scared of me. The are shocked because i dont normally swear or shout.
Jk: calm down. Im going to talk to y/n. Why are you even shouting at me. I haven't done anything. Y/N IM HOME.
RM: Dude shes not here.
Jk:oh did she go to the shops?
Jh:no she went back home.
Jk: this is her home. Guys stop joking with me. Y/n you can come out now.
Jm:seriously shes not here. Shes gone back to *mumbles* Australia.
Jk: WHAT. WHY DID SHE GO TO AUSTRALIA!?!?
Sarah: CAUSE YOUR DUMBASS KICKED HER OUT BECAUSE SHE TOLD YOU SHE WAS PREGNANT. HOW ON EARTH COULD YOU FORGET?
JK:i d-di-dn't k-n-n-ow.
Sarah:YEAH YOU DIDN'T KNOW CAUSE YOU WERE TOO BUSY GET DRUNK AND WASTING YOUR LIFE AS NORMAL.
JK:WELL TELL HER TO COME BACK, SHE SHOULDN'T RUN FROM HER PROBLEMS.
I just scoffed and slapped him as hard as i could and he instantly fell against the wall. I walked away. The boys all moved out of my way not wanting to be next.
*y/n's POV*
It had been a couple of weeks since i left Korea and i have some friends who are also kpop idols. They are childhood friends. They are on tour and they are in Australia for a month so i'm going to hang out with them. I decided to call Sarah on FaceTime first though.
*on call*
Sarah:HI. How's Australia?
Y/n: its ok. Feels weird but its ok. Im meeting up with felix and chris later.
Sarah: omg. say hi from me. I miss them so much. Also say hi to dave for me.
Y/n. You mean my dad, dave?
Sarah: yep.
Y/n:he's right here.
Sarah: Hi.
Dave: Hi Sarah.
Sarah: hi. Y/n guess what happened?
*a few hours later*
I'm with Felix, Chan and the rest of stray kids. I managed to hide my belly since i'm only a couple of weeks pregnant. They know I'm pregnant but i don't want paparazzi finding out or anything. Its bad enough they followed me here. We are walking around Sydney and they are trying to make me laugh since i have been really down. All of a sudden Seungmin pushes Han into the fountain.
H(han): OMG SEUNGMIN. IM GONNA KILL YOU.
Seungmin screams and hides behind me.
Y/n: i cant help you now Seungmin. Your on your own.
S: help me. PLEASE.
At this point everyone is looking at us weirdly, chan is embarrassed, minho and I.N found it hilarious. Changbin, Felix and hyunjin just walked away, Han was soaking wet and seungmin was hiding. I laughed. Some of the staff members gave Han towels. People were still staring at us, it didn't help that we were starting to get surrounded by Stays and press.
NewsRep: Y/N, why are you in Australia? Why aren't you with Jungkook in Korea?
NewsRep2: HAN what happened here? Why is Seungmin hiding?
NewsRep3: Y/N, why are you not with Jungkook? Did you break up?
NewsRep4: Y/N, who do you prefer? Stray kids or BTS?
NewsRep5:Y/N!
Stay1: FELIX! FELIX! I LOVE YOU FELIX.
STAY2: HI! I LOVE YOU GUYS.
it got so overwhelming, my vision went blurry and next thing you know, Felix who was taking photos with fans, ran over and caught me before i fainted. I heard people saying my name and shaking me but i wouldn't wake. I wanted to but my eyes just wouldn't open. I wanted to talk to them, let them know i'm ok but i couldn't.
F(felix): Y/N, please wake up. I cant lose you.
H(han): OK EVERYONE GIVE HER SOME SPACE.WE ARE JUST NORMAL PEOPLE, OK? WE JUST WANT TO LIVE OUR LIVES. PLEASE.
the fans went away and so did most of the press.
*a day later*
I woke up in a hospital bed surrounded by 14 guys, a girl, a doctor and a nurse. I recognise 8 of the guys as Stray Kids but the other 6 guys and the girl.OMG ITS JIMIN, RM, JHOPE, SUGA, JIN, V AND SARAH.
doc: she will wake up soon guys don't worry.
I feel someone holding my hand and turn my head to see who it is. It's Felix with a tear stained face. I open my eye slightly and squeeze his hand to let him know i'm ok. His face lit up when he saw my eyes open.
F: GUYS SHES AWAKE.
Jm:OMG y/n are you ok?
Jh:guys leave her alone, shes only just woken up.
Y/n: i'm fine, i just need to sit up.
I go to sit up but i'm gently pushed down.
N(nurse): we can just lift the back of the bed up.
*2 years later*(sorry for long time skip).
Its been 2 years since i moved. I haven't seen any of the boys or sarah for 2 WHOLE YEARS. Min-Jun( her and jk's son) is one year and three months old and hasn't met his dad or dad's friends.
(Picture(s) of Min-Jun)

I'm taking him to Korea to see the boys and Sarah. While waiting in the airport, i posted this on my instagram:

I received comments like:

*time skip*
*in korea*
I see the boys and Sarah and walk fast over to them with the push chair and luggage. I hug them all.
Y/n: OMG. it's been too long. Guys, this is Min-Jun.
Jh: hello, little one. I'm your uncle, uncle Hoseok.
Mj(min-jun): hello uncle hoseok.
Jh: he speaks korean.
Y/n: yea i had lots of spare time.
Jm: awww y/n, he's beautiful. Are you ready to see Jungkook after all this time?
Y/n: i have no choice, even if he doesn't want to be in his son's life. He has no choice but to meet him. He will regret it otherwise.
*time skip bought to you by JIMIN'S NON EXISTENT JAMS*
We walked in and minjun sat on the carpet playing dinosaurs with RM, sarah and j-hope. Everyone was surrounding him. Me, V and Jimin were talking about stuff that had happened. Jin was cooking and Suga was asleep on the couch. I heard the door open and in entered Jungkook, the boy who abandoned me when i was pregnant, the guy who broke my heart. His face lit up when he saw me.
Jk: Y/N. YOUR BACK?!?!
Y/N: for now.
Jk: oh. How have you been?
He came to sit down until he saw everyone sitting on the floor surrounding something.
Jk: what are you guys hiding?
RM: nothing. Were just adoring Min-Jun.
Jk: Min-Jun. Who is Min-Jun?
Y/n: your s....
Sarah: He's your son.
Jk: MY SON!
I nod and go to comfort Min-Jun up since he starts crying after hearing jungkook shout. As i go to pick him up i'm pulled away by Jungkook.
Y/n: UM EXCUSE ME. DON'T TOUCH ME. I NEED TO GO TO MIN-JUN, SO IF YOU DON'T MIND.
JK: HOW COULD YOU NOT TELL ME I HAVE A SON.
Y/N: CAUSE YOU LEFT ME, REMEMBER. OF COURSE I WASN'T GOING TO TELL YOU. YOU BETRAYED ME. I'M NOT DOING THIS TODAY. GROW UP.
I walk off to get Min-Jun but he grabs my wrist and slaps me. I run into the house and pick up Min-Jun and hide behind everyone with tears rolling down my face and a hand-print on my face.
Sarah: OMG, what happened? Did he hurt you? I swear i will kill him if he laid a hand on you.
RM: your face is red and theres a hand-print. Did he slap you?
You nod. You see the boys get up and go outside.
*RM's pov*
We go outside to see JK sitting on the wall.
Jh: HOW COULD YOU.
Jm: JEON JUNGKOOK.
J: I'm so disappointed in you. How on earth could you slap y/n. FOR CHRIST SAKE, SHE IS THE MOTHER TO YOUR SON. SHE HAS RAISED HIM FOR A YEAR AND THREE MONTHS WITHOUT YOUR HELP WHILE YOU HAVE BEEN OFF WITH GIRLFRIEND AFTER GIRLFRIEND. SHOW HER RESPECT AND DON'T BE SUCH AN IGNORANT FOOL.
JK couldn't say anything but break down into tears.
Jk: im sorry. It's ju-ust... i-i—ii. I was such an idiot to let her go, i was scared. I wish i could reverse it. I pushed her away when she needed me most. I fucked up everything.
Sarah: theres a way to make it up to her. Come, We will go to the shops.
*at the shops*
*sarahs pov*
Sarah: ok so first buy her a cake. Red velvet is her favourite flavour. Now get her roses and some candy. She can't not forgive anyone after they give her candy.
*time skip*(sorry i'm skipping alot)
We got home and when we arrived inside, i went to mine and RM's room.
*y/n's pov*
I was sitting in the living room after everyone went to bed. Min-Jun had just fallen asleep. The door opened and i didn't look behind me because i knew who it was. Someone sat down next to me.
Jk: y/n.
I ignored him. If he wasn't gonna say sorry then he isn't worth my time.
Jk: y/n, i'm so so so s.s..orry.
His voice cracked making me cry more.
Jk: i bought you flowers and sweets and a cake. I know this isn't much because your worth more but i really regret everything. I wanna be part of my son's life. I hate waking up and not seeing you next to me. I miss my cherry blossom, my buttercup,my everything.I miss my Euphoria.
Y/n:i miss you too.
He pulled me in closer and hugged me and I didn't know what to do so i hugged back.
After a year and three months, I finally felt loved again. But i didn't want his love. He didn't love me or Min-Jun so i wouldn't love him. He broke my heart.
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