Euphoria

Going home

*a week later*

I woke up in a strange place with bright lights. I see Jungkook next to me half-asleep and crying.
Y/n: babe whats wrong?
Jk: your awake. Thank god. I missed you.  Are you ok? I'll get the doctor.
Y/n: doctor?
Doc: ahh finally awoken have we? Well do you remember what happened?
Y/n: no.
Doc: you tried to commit suicide. You gave everyone a massive scare. Your boyfriend has barely eaten all week. 
I just stay silent.
Yn: I'm sorry.
I just cry. 
Jk: it ok, you just scared us. 
Doc:i'll leave you guys for a minute. 
Jk: its not your fault. As soon as you leave the hospital we will go to Australia and see your family but you have to promise me something. Only one thing. 
Y/n: yea?
Jk: Never. NEVER do anything like this EVER again. Got it?
Y/n: ok, i don't know what came over me. I understand if you hate me now.
Jk: WHAT, why would i hate you? If anything i love you more becuase i want to support you and help you.
*2 weeks later*
I had landed in Australia with Jungkook and i saw my parents up ahead. I ran to them crying. We saw press and fans take pictures.
Mum: are you ok sweetie?
Y/n: we'll tell you later.
We got into the car and looked on twitter. Trending. We were trending. Who would post using the hashtag #JKCrying or #BTScrying. It is ridiculous. So i post this:

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Hi everyone, Y/n here. You've all been wondering why we are in Australia and it's because im going through a very rough patch right now and everyone thought it would be better for me to take a break for a while. I'll be back. Love you all xxx
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I see kookie smirking while looking over my shoulder. I just break down again and cry. He pulls my into him and sings 'Euphoria'. I fall asleep. He knows me too well, i always fall asleep when he sings Euphoria, its an amazing song and his vocals are the best. I wake up in my old room and i smile. I walk out to see my family, my aunts, cousins, grandpa Trevor and everyone else close to me. I walk over and sit next to kookie. q
My mum and aunt were crying. After i hugged everyone i went and sat next to Jungkook who pulled me into his chest. I started heavy breathing. Oh no not a panic attack. I haven't had once since i was 12. I start to pull at my hair. Jungkook holds me closer to him and moves my hands away while rocking me back and forth, he sings quietly to me.
Y/n: thank you.
Jk: no problem. Take your time.
I look at my cousins who smile at me sympathetically and i force a smile on my face. I stand up and walk out, i see my cousin follow me but not Kookie. He's probably talking to my parents. I smile at her.
Cousin: you ok?
Y/n: yea i'm fine maya. Honestly.
She hugs me and i cry into her shoulder.
Maya: i'm sorry, i know how close you were to her but she wouldn't want you to be upset. She would be funny to make you feel better.
Y/n: thanks maya. It means a lot.
Maya: no problem.
I see Kookie come out, maya lets go and walks back inside.
Jk: you ok?
Y/n: yea.
He pulls me into his chest and i cry even more. When i stop crying, we walk back into the house and everyone goes to bed. I cuddle onto Jungkook. 
*time skip 2 days*
We were at the airport and we said goodbye to my family and walked to our gate. We sat down and went on twitter. Still trending. We get called to our gate. We board and we both fall asleep.
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