Euphoria

Home sweet home

We got off of the plane to be instantly surrounded by thousands of screaming people. We wave and walk towards the exit. We step outside and I instantly smile. HOME SWEET HOME. We stop to take some photos for the press. Fans are still screaming, which wakes Mi-Young up.
Jk: shhh. Come on then.
Jungkook lifts her out of her car seat and holds onto her while softly singing. She begins giggling, making fans and everyone around die at the cute interaction.
Jk: hi everyone, we get you may be excited but please be quieter, you'll hurt mi-young's ears.
Fans: sorry.
Y/n: hi everyone, how are you guys?
Fans: good, how are you?
Jk: we're ok. We'll see you guys around.
We get into the car and drive off. After a while, we arrive at the house.
Dad: Y/N! MY SWEET LITTLE BABY!
Y/N: Hi Dad. You alright?
Dad:yea I'm good. Hi Jungkook.
Jk: Hi.
Dad: how are my favourite grandchildren?
Minjun: GRANDPAPA!!!!!
DAD: HI JUNNIE.
Y/n: careful baby, grandpas getting old.
Dad: I'm not old. I'm perfectly capable. Come on let's go inside. We have some visitors. The neighbours are on holiday so their dogs are staying with me but they are very friendly.
Minjun:PUPPYSSSSSS.
we walk inside and I see Lucy, Chelsea, John and Amelia.
John:Y/N! How are you honey?
Y/n: I'm getting there. Hi guys.
Amelia: hi.
Miyoung started crying.
Jk: she must be cranky from that plane ride. I'll get her milk and put her down for a nap. Be right back.
He picks her up from the carrier and she instantly stops crying.
Jk: ahh you fussy girl.
She kinda giggles and everyone awes.
Chelsea: aww she so precious.
John: so little one, what's it like being a big brother?
Mj: it's ok. She's very loud.
Amelia: that's because she's a baby. You were like that once.
Y/n: you were much noisier, jun.
Mj: really? She's very pretty though.
John: isn't she?
Jk: like mother, like daughter, then.
Y/n: no it's all from her dad.
Dad: it's from both of you.
We all laugh. Jungkook goes to put her back in her carseat but she starts crying again.
Jk: you have to go in there Princess so I can get your milk.
Chelsea: pass her here. I'll take her.
Jk: thanks.
We all sit down while Jungkook goes to get her milk.
Chelsea: you ok? Do you wanna take her?
Y/n: no. I can't hold her. I'm gonna drop her then she will bleed just like Lucy did. Then I'll be a burden to her. Then she will hate me, everyone else will hate me. Then I'll be alone for the rest if my already stupid life.
John: woah, calm down y/n. Your a perfect mother to them.
Mj: I'll get appa. APPA!
JK:YES. what's happened... y/n, are you ok?
Y/n: I just.. its stupid. I'm just scared to hold her but I really want to. I wanna feel like a mum again.
Jk: thats not stupid. Trust me. You managed to raise junnie amazingly without me for almost 2 years and managed to hold him with little help from people. Trust me you can do this.
Mj:yea mama. I believe in you.
John: why don't you try holding her?
Y/n: I don't know if I can.
Chelsea: just try. Your never be able to hold her if you don't try to overcome it. I was scared to hold Amelia when she was a baby because she was so tiny. I dropped her a few times. Parenting is a learning curve for everyone and everyone overcomes it in different ways.
Y/n: I'll try.
*jks pov*
Chelsea stands up and goes to place her y/n's arms. Y/n's shaking. Mi-young starts crying while in her arms and I wanna cry too. It's sad, she doesn't even recognize her own mother's scent. Y/n looks at me sad.
Jk:try rocking her a bit.
Y/n: she hates me.
Jk: no she doesn't, she's just not used to you yet. She can sense your scared.
Y/n: but she's still crying.
Mj: mama, babies are meant to cry. It shows their healthy. Don't worry mama. Sissy won't be mad at you.
*y/n*
After like a hour of having her in my arms and general conversation. She falls asleep and I begin to feel more comfortable and confident. I move her slightly and hold her head to my chest while leaning back. I look up and see Jungkook staring at me smiling. I yawn.
Dad: are you tired?
Y/n: I'm not tired.
Jk:don't lie. Its already 9:30pm. Your probably still jet lagged. Let's go to bed. You alright taking mi-young or should I take her?
Y/n: can you?
Jk:sure, come on Princess.
He takes her from me and begins to walk into our shared bedroom.
*jk*
I walk into the bedroom and place her in the crib, then I walk into the living room to see y/n asleep. I laugh.
Jk: (mimics y/n) I'm not tired.
Dad:she's always like this.
Jk:yep. I'll come back for her. Come on Jun.
I carry him into one of the spare rooms and set him on one of the beds. I see amelia walk in. She's using the other bed in the room so jun isn't alone.
Jk:night.
Amelia: goodnight. Sleep well.
Jk: you too.
I then go back into the living room and pick up y/n.
Jk: I'll see you all tomorrow. Sleep well, goodnight.
All: night.
I walk into our room and lay y/n on the bed and get in beside her. She rolls over and hugs onto me. I hug her back and we slowly fall asleep.