Euphoria

New edition

*jungkook*

We were on our way to pick up Jun from school. I'm so excited. He's going to be so happy to see y/n and then Henry. We just pulled up, strange there are guys there. Like lots of them. We park up and i get out of the car. I help y/n out and she holds onto henry's lead. We walk up to the door. Those guy's faves become more familiar the closer we get.
Jk:NCT?
Mark: hi.
Mj: MAMA!
Y/n: hi baby.
She picks him up and hugs him tightly. He has his arms around her neck while crying.
Mj: I missed you.
Y/n: i missed you too.
Mj: also hi Appa.
Jk: hi bud.
Mj: A doggy?
Jk: yea, thats Henry, mama's helping dog. So that mama can stay with us and not at the hospital.
Mj: really?
Y/n:Yea.
Mj:YAY. Me and Mark painted pictures earlier. I need to go get them.
Jk: ok.
Mj: come one Mark.
We watch as he drags Mark into the building while smiling. I laugh and turn to the other boys.
Jk: hi guys.
Johnny: hi Jungkook.
Jk: why are you all here?
Doyoung: we were helping out today as part of our new show.
Y/n: hi.
Jungwoo:Hi y/n.
Y/n: Hi.
WINWIN: who's this?
Y/n: this is Henry, he's my support dog in training. He has to be trained first.
Mj: MAMA, LOOK. i painted you and Appa. And then i did another painting of uncle grumpy. Mark helped me. Mark painted Johnny.
Y/n: woah, thats amazing.
Jk: how did you do that?
Mj: uncle grumpy taught me.
Jk: wow.
NctManager: Boys, we need to go now.
Mark: we need to go now, bye jun.
Mj: Bye Mark. Bye guys.
Johnny: Bye.
NCT bow to us all and then walk to their van.
Jk:come on, let's go too. Have you got everything.
Mj: yes. Lets go mama.
Y/n: ok.
We go to the car and get in and i drive home. We sing all the way home.
*y/n pov*
Y/n:can i play a song?
Jk: sure.
i play The Phoenix by Fall Out Boy. I sing it out loud.
Y/n:Hey young blood, doesn't it feel like our time is running out?
I'm gonna change you like a remix
Then I'll raise you like a phoenix
Wearing our vintage misery
No, I think it looked a little better on me
I'm gonna change you like a remix
Then I'll raise you like a phoenix
The song ends and we jam out to a few more songs.
Jk:you should do a cover of that song. You sung it really well babe.
Mj: thats because mama is a good singer.
Y/n: maybe.
We arrive home and i go round the back with Henry while Jungkook goes inside with Junnie. I go through the door in the studio. I hear them all talking.
Jk: hey guys.
Jh:HELP ME. THERES A TOAD IN THE GARDEN, GET IT?
JK: Lets all go.
I watch as they all go into the backyard. I run into the house and go to the bedroom.
Y/n: Henry, stay.
I hear them all come back in.
Jk: ok i kinda lied to you all. I'm sorry.
Rm: what do you mean?
I walk downstairs and fake a yawn.
Y/n: oh hi guys.
All: Y/N.
Y/N: shh calm down. Also we have a new edition to the house. HENRY?
Jm: did you have another child?
Henry comes running downstairs and sits in front of me.
Y/n: this is henry. He is my support dog.
Sarah: aww hi Henry.
Jk:y/n, we need to go to Big Hit. Guys can you look after the kids please.
Elsie: yep. Have fun.
We leave the house and Jungkook drives to BigHit. We see loads of press. We exit the car. Henry stays close to my side.
Press: Y/N. JUNGKOOK. LOOK HERE.
PRESS: Y/N, ARE YOU OUT OF HOSPITAL NOW?
fan: We love you y/n.
Y/n: Hi guys, Please stop shouting, i have a headache and your going to hurt Henry's ears.
Fan: sorry, Hope you get better soon.
Y/n: thank you. Stay safe, study for exams, eat good food, wrap up it's getting colder outside. love you guys.
I link arms with Jungkook and we begin to walk into BigHit. I can't do it. I'm such a disappointment. Everyone is saying I'm not but I just can't stop thinking I am. I look at kookie and he just smiles at me and drags me into the building. Instantly, everyone turns their heads. They bow and smile. We bow back.
Tae-hee(TH): Ahh y/n good to see you again, how are you?
Y/n: I'm getting there.
TH: well it's good to have you back. Mr Bang is in his office waiting for you two.
Jk: thank you.
TH: no problem. Have a good day.
Jk: you too.
I don't have the physically energy to smile back so I just hold onto Henry's lead tighter. Henry noticed my nervousness and sniffs my hand letting Jungkook know that I wasn't ready.
Jk:let's go to the practice room and calm down first, yeah?
I nod and we walk to the practice room. I sit down in the corner and rest my head against the wall, Henry lays next to me and rests his head in my legs. Jungkook's phone rings and he smiles at me before exiting the room. I begin to fall asleep.
*20 minutes later*
Jk:y/n?
Y/n: hmm?
Jk: Mr Bang is here.
Y/n: WHAT!?
BangPD: hi. How are you?
I don't feel like talking to anyone apart from Kookie and my family. I look at Kookie for support.
Jk:shes a little stressed out and down at the moment. She's not really talking much.
BangPD: With everything that's gone on, that's not surprising. I spoke to the doctor earlier and they suggested you both take some more time off away from the spotlight for a while. Go back home, spend some more time with your families. But she did recommend being together. Also she registered Henry as a service dog so you should get the files in a few days so he can go on the plane with you. I can see he helps you very much.
I nod and avoid eye contact again. Oh god, don't cry. Why are you crying? Stupid baby. Mr bang and Kookie are talking. Henry notices I'm not okay and starts whimpering and tapping my hand with his paw. They look over at me and Kookie comes over.
Jk:Y/N! You ok? Hello, answer me please? Babe!
BangPD: Jungkook calm down, your not helping her by panicking. Y/n, are you ok?
Y/n: N-nn-o, I'm sorry. I never meant to hu..
Jk: stop. You didn't hurt or disappoint anyone, ok?
Y/n: I did though. I disappointed You, i disappointed Junnie for not being there on his first day of school. I disappointed Mi-young for not being there to watch her grow up. I disappointed my fans for not being there to perform or do fan meets. I'm a disappointment and be honest, everyone would find it better without me here.
Jk: hey, don't say that. What would we all do without you. We'd probably all give up on our careers, our lifestyles and we would all go on wrong paths. Please don't leave us.
BangPD: Jungkook's right, if you left us all, Everything would fall apart. You hold everything together. You make people smile when they have a bad day, you make us laugh, you don't forget anyone's birthdays like the boys do.
I laugh while wiping my tears. They laugh too.
JK:see it wasn't hard to smile. I haven't seen you smile in like 1 year and a half.
Y/n:can we go to the store quickly.
JK: what do you need?
Y/n: a bunch of hand warmers and warms drinks.
BangPD: I'll get Tae-Hee to get some, how many do you need?
Y/n: like 50.
Pd: ok.
Jk: babe, what's going on?
Y/n: I feel bad for all the fans outside and i don't want them to get colds.
Jk: I should've guessed. Please promise me you won't leave me. EVER.
Y/n: ummmm.
Jk:PROMISE?
Y/n: Promise.