felt alone in his arms; E.D

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A u t u m n

The television played subtlety in the background as I had my head laid on Ethan's chest, cuddled under the sheet. The stars slowly gapped through some of the curtains as the clock hit 12 am. Ethan turned a bit to reach for his phone making my head move a bit. When he returned to his natural position I got comfortable again and slowly dozed off.

E t h a n

I knocked off the lamp placed on my bedside table as autumn had dozed off, buried in one of my hoodies. I wrapped one arm around her and left the other one free. She looked so precious, her hair slowly enlaced her face covering her eyes subtlety. She has probably been asleep for 40 minutes now. I yawned as I reached to put my phone on charge.
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A u t u m n

Grayson, jolted into the room and shook Ethan awake.

"It's 1pm, you lazy shit" he exclaimed still shaking Ethan making him let out a groan.

"And what" Ethan mumbled which his eyes still shut.

"Wake upppp, we are getting your Motorbike decorated" Grayson ignored my existence and I felt like ignoring him, he had dated the person who completed stabbed me in the back and he barely cared, even though they have ended I still feel a bit spiteful.

I slipped out of the bed and threw Grayson a weak smile and left the room into the kitchen.

Dairy free pancakes

Running my fingers the top of the marble countertop I inspected it then took a seat on top, waiting for someone to check on the pancakes. Grayson exited the room

"Morning" he spoke freely while he flipped the pancake

"Morning to you too G"

Even though I was mad at him, I could not stay mad for too long cause he was my best friend since we were 11 and that's almost 9 years

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I walked into my bedroom and turned on Netflix, Grayson and Ethan were filming a new video and wanted to be out of the way. I watched stranger things.

The room was cold and I was tired, I struggled to sleep last night. Ethan's presence helped but I just haven't been able to sleep. I feel like I've completely lost Grayson and Ethan only has time for me at night. I'd know these guys since I was eleven.

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A u t u m n (f l a s h b a c k):

I was scared, it was a new place and I was the only new person. The walls seemed two times bigger then me, I felt the earth engulf me as everyone stared at me.

The teacher showed me to my first class, history. When the door opened everyone's vision glanced at me. Two boys stood out in the crowd.

One had dark brown hair and a very chiseled jawline, sweet cocoa eyes and a pretty smile. The other had lighter brown hair, the same chiseled jawline and warm chestnut eyes.

I gulped and moved towards the singular empty seat. Right in the corner of the class room, alone. The two boys sat in front.

They both turned around.

"Hey I'm Ethan" he eyes light up and he smiled innocently.

"And I'm Grayson" he giggled.

"I-im autumn, moved here with my mom becau- I- nice to meet you guys"

"Wanna hang around with us at lunch, you seem cool"

I nod.

The cafeteria was alot bigger then I suspected but Grayson and Ethan helped me scope around, made me feel more welcome then anyone else. They lead me to the cleanest table on the corner.

"So tell us about you" Ethan exclaimed as he shoved his face with food.

"Here's my story far..."

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A u t u m n (p r e s e n t)

It was now 6 pm and the twins were both editing. I entered the living room and sighed.

"We need to organise a day out guys. We are always in the house because of your filming. I just wanna spend some time together" I flipped on the couch.

"Thought you hated me" Grayson laughed as he look up from his computer.

"Could never hate a goofball like you G" I laughed back. I never really hated him. You can't control who you love I guess. It wouldn't be fair for me to be mad because I chose Ethan over him. It would wrong to be mad at him for moving on.

Ethan put down his laptop and pulled me closer by my waist, planting a small kiss on my lips. I smiled and hugged him.

"I love you baby" he mumbled.

"I love you too" I looked over at Grayson and gulped.

He sighed silently and continued to work, acted like we weren't there. I stayed sat on Ethan's lap.

"You took your medication today Grayson?" I was concerned for him and his health. He shook his head.

"Go take it"