As Long as the Stars Shine | I'M PISSINGMYSELF |

Ze Plan

| B I L L I E |

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We all just sat there patiently waiting for Mal to come back with King Ben. It was pretty awkward, none of us really talked. I yawned and unconsciously rested my head on Carlos' shoulder. I felt him tense a bit, but he eventually relaxed. I pat my lap as a gesture for Cookie to sit down on, he climbed up and positioned himself before lying down. I rub his really fluffy fur.

After getting tired of the awkward silence, I cleared my throat making all of them look at me.

"Sooo... how are you guys?" I ask them quite awkwardly myself. I mentally facepalm.

Really? That's the best you can do? Come on Billie.

"We're fine." I hear Evie say before sighing. I felt a headache start as I gasp and sat up straight while looking down at my lap, making Cookie leave my lap as he watches me from the floor.
I put my hands on the sides of my head as I grip my hair. I felt my eyes glow purple as tears begin to fall. The pain was unbearable, it was like someone was stabbing my brain with a knife over and over again.

"Hey! Are you okay?" I heard Jay ask me whilst him and Evie move closer to me. Carlos rubs my back to comfort me, which wasn't really helping.

Then I heard people's thoughts again, but this time it was only four minds I was reading. I looked up making Jay and Evie gasp, they took a step backwards slowly.

Fear. They're afraid of you. You are a freak, a monster! Witch! Murderer!

Before I knew it, I was crying. From the pain, from my thoughts, from losing Tommy, from everything!

I felt my purple latch on to different objects near us, making them float in mid air. My hands were enveloped with the same purple mist as before, this time black streaks were shown as well. Carlos gets away from me and steps back with Evie and Jay. Cookie gets closer to me and whines, nudging my leg.

"What's happening!" Evie yelled as she looked around the room, the floating objects surrounding her. Jay walks over to her and drags her away from the floating things. Carlos looked at them then turning to me, he walked over and grabbed my shoulders. I looked at him with pained eyes.

"Please make it stop..." I quietly whisper as tears slide down my face, Carlos frowns and squeezes my shoulders.

"Just calm down, okay? Calm down Belinda, it's alright." He shushes me, I look at him and take a deep breath. I calmed down a bit, dropping the objects I made float.

"There that's it, just breathe." He says to me with a slight smile. I felt my eyes dim down as my mist dissipates from my hands, I was calming down now. Carlos took a breath of relief before sitting down on the ground. Evie and Jay slowly approaches us, caution and worry written all over their features.

I hug Carlos, shocking him before he hugs me back. Tears slowly make their way down my cheeks as I hug Carlos tight. He was whispering sweet 'it's okay's and 'you're fine's in my ear.

I reluctantly pull away from him, as they all stared at me. I look down and mumble a quiet 'I'm sorry' to them. Carlos shakes his head at me as if to say 'don't worry about it', while Evie sighs. Jay walked closer to me and pats my shoulder as he gave me a small smile. I forced myself to smile back at him.