hxh hisoillu ship. Needles And Cards

chapter 2: the assasins hidden emotions.

Illumi finished his shower to find a sleeping hisoka illumi smiled to himself. He has feelings for the clown. He just doesn't want hisoka to know that. As he glanced at the clown. He noticed... he was having cold-sweat. He shrugged it off and crawled under the blankets. Later that night illumi quickly woke up to a sound of sniffles. 'Is hisoka... crying?' He looked over his shoulder. Deciding weather or not to wake hisoka up. Until hisoka screamed in his sleep. Startling illumi. Illumi quickly turned and started to shake hisoka gently. "Hisoka! Hey! Hisoka! Wake up!" He yelled. Hisokas eyes fluttered open. Hisoka instinctively tried to punch illumi. Illumi caught his fist and pinned the clown down. "Hisoka. It's okay. It's me. Illumi. What's wrong? You started screaming." Illumi said reassuringly. Hisoka breathed deeply. He slowly began to calm down. He then looked away. "S-sorry...~♠️" illumi tilted his head and got off of hisoka. "What was that about? You were... crying. And. You have a cold-sweat" hisokas eyes widened realizing. Illumi had witnessed him having another one of his nightmares. 'Shit! Damn... if he knows... He won't see me the same. Damnit... stupid memories.~♠️' "i-Its nothing... i-im fine.~♠️" he said in a twisted tone. <from the crying> illumi held him tighter his eyes wide with intent. Illumi was confused at his own doing. Did he really want to help this clown? Of course! He does like him. He also has curiosity. "No. Hisoka. Your my ally tell me... what happened ?" Hisoka slightly gasped. "Wh-what if I don't want to?~♠️" Hisoka gave a dark expression. Illumi took a pin and stabbed it into hisokas left arm and then stabbed one in his shoulders and right hand. As he sat on hisoka he held one to his throat. " You have no choice... tell me." Illumi gave a growl as to let hisoka know he was not going to escape. Hisoka gasped. His eyes filled with a bit of fear, no one has ever tried to pick his brain. He never let anyone. But this is illumi... someone he loves. He looked away. "I-it was only a dream... I have them all the time... i-its only bad memories...~♠️" hisoka said as he refused to make eye contact with the assasin. Illumi un-pinned hisoka. And grabbed the magicians hand. "Here get up. I'll make some tea. Your going to talk about this. Your going to tell me what that dream was about... if you don't. I have ways to force you." Illumi said holding up a pin in a menacing way. Hisoka sat there. Confused and dumbfounded as illumi served them some tea. "I-illumi...i-~♠️" hisoka started feeling embarrassed he slipped up in front of his crush. "Hisoka... what happened in your dream? You don't need to explain your trauma. I'm sure it brings up more bad memories. But if you can. Try to explain... if not we can just. Talk. Okay?" Illumi said. He had experience. He was always there if kalluto or killua when he was younger needed to talk. Killua came to him more back then. "I... hmmm... it was a bad memory from my childhood... that's all I wish to say.~♦️" Hisoka began looking guilty and upset. Without thinking illumi got up and leaned down next to hisoka. He hugged hisoka tightly. Hisokas eyes widened with suprise. Is this really illumi? He wondered as he sat there dumbfounded. "I-illu-~♣️" He was cut off by illumis finger against his lips " shh... know that your strong. You can forget memories. I'll help. You can just call me and we can go out and kill to help you forget." Illumi said looking into hisokas shocked golden eyes. Hisoka blushes lightly. Illumi does the same. But doesn't let hisoka see. Hisoka hugged illumi tightly as he softly.began to cry into illumis chest. Knowing it was stupid to let illumi see him like this. "Thank you... I may be annoying and despised but... I appreciate an ally such as you... illu~♦️" . Illumi patted his back and they went back to sleep. Illumi accepting the arms of hisoka as the two drifted to sleep. 'Cute... He must have had a rough past. But... maybe i can tell him someday.' Illumi thought as he drifted to the dream world.