I've sinned against you
And against myself
Betrayed my affection for you
I've sort the company of others
Countless times I've strayed
Welcomed the arms of another
Spoken sweet words of adoration
Adored and fancied others
Betraying our precious memory
Surely I'm not worth your trust
I try to do right by you
But time and time again
I sin against you my precious lover
I stain our memory with filt
And now I've committed the greatest sin
I like another
Let me take you around
Through a world of pain and pleasure
Through happiness and sadness
Through love and hate
For one can't exist without the other
It'll hurt but you'll enjoy it
You'll be a sinner but rejoice in it
Let me take you through it all
The ecstasy of the storm around
For in that little moment
Be it pleasure or pain
That's when you're truly alive
I dropped my guard down
And I let you see me for me
I thought you could see when I hurt
I thought you would know when I needed you
Turns out you couldn't care less
You hurt me and turn a blind eye
You make me feel miserable and ignore me
You cut me in ways the blade never could
You made it clear you cannot relate
I'm not sorry to say
The walls are coming back up
Sometimes I get bad thoughts
Think evil inhuman things
Not sure if I can call them thoughts
They come as images so clear and real
Before I think of forming a thought
They appear before me eyes
Destructive like a horror scene
Thoughts way beyond my control
Makes me wonder if I'm wishing it
Could there be good in such a soul
And just like that you've become A shadowed past
My own little hell away from sanity
I wished I could enter again
That feeling or loneliness and despair
My little hide our from the world
How much you understood me
You embarrassed me with your darkness
The intensity of your kiss blackened my soul
Each draw of breathe around you toxic
Slender yet overwhelming in every way
From your breast came cold stillness
Your thighs strong and seductive
From your vagina I drank your poisonous fluids
Your slow cold touches iced the fire in me
It was a dark twisted perverted union
You were the darkness I longed for at night
The very reason I prefer the night to day
You've been shadow lurking in the dark
-HAuNTeD MiND
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HAunTed MiNd
PoetryDear reader Alot of us go through pain go through moments we can't seem to understand or know how to share with anyone, half the time we think we're alone. We maybe alone but a lot of people share and know the pain we go through. My write up...
