What do I have to do to make you see me
For you to see me and no one else
You spend your time attending to others
Taking care of them and feeding them
But you neglect to do the same for me
You tell me to be patient and wait for you
While you given attention to others
People tell me to be patient
That you'll come around
But you never do you still don't see me
Your heart is closed to my pleads and efforts
My heart bleeds day and night for you
But to no avail
I feel tired deep inside
Not sure how long I can go on
I've been too strong too long
The weight seems to be crushing me
How do I find the strength I need
How do I act like everything is fine
When I suffer deep down
How can I bare my soul to you
When I know it'll cause you distress
This weight is my curse and doom
And I must carry it on my own
But I'm so tired I need help
I want your help
But I'm too scared to ask
I'm a sinner and I know it
I constantly think of different acts
Think about those I can commit with
Others pray for forgiveness of sin
I long to embrace my sinister thoughts
I think about how good it'll feel
What fun activities they are indeed
Would you join me in my adventures
Or will you be disgusted by me
-HAuNTeD MiND
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HAunTed MiNd
PoetryDear reader Alot of us go through pain go through moments we can't seem to understand or know how to share with anyone, half the time we think we're alone. We maybe alone but a lot of people share and know the pain we go through. My write up...
