My Iced Over Heart is Melting

Clarity for some is a dark room for others.

Shoko had many feelings. Many wrong many right but one thing remained clear Izuku was a light in her never ending sea of darkness. But she had harmed that light. She created a scar that would never heal only scab over and be left with an empty feeling of helplessness and fear when looking at it. But still he had forgave her. Even when she was a monster Izuku saw the real her. The girl that was broken and felt only healed in the light she loves so dearly. Now she will get the help she needs even if it means to lose the chance at being a hero even if it means losing her love for a little bit.

Izuku body burned with aches, cuts,and bruises they pained every part of his body. He had walked all the way back to his from the beach. Now he stood on ground of his house's doors frozen but not by ice but fear. Fear of Shoko the girl he loved her with everything in his pained riddle body, but had he been ignoring it the pain of ice cold fear? Then a thought popped in to his head was he in denial...

He didn't know. Because the fear in his soul he felt very much real but so was the love in his heart. He had no answer but still he couldn't just stand out side all night he had to open the doors to his house. He gripped his hand on the handle and opened the door...

To see nothing an empty room no lights on just darkness then he noticed a light on in his room. He took a deep breath and with a sigh walked toward the room. With each step his heart beat grow louder and louder like a drum in his chest that beat out toon of horror. Then like that he stood in front of the door his mouth felt dry and his he felt as Shoko had still had his legs and arms restrained.

His hands reached toward the door this was so much worse than the front door.Then he flung the door open to see Shoko asleep laying in bed. He exhaled a breath he had not realized he was holding. He walked quietly partly because of fear and partly because he did not want to wake her. He sat down on his bed sinking in to it and lay next to Shoko staring at her hair.

For as long as Izuku could remember he had always loved Shoko's hair. It was beautiful a brilliant red and a stunning white, the way she always smiled when they were together, her beautiful lips. He knew he loved her for a long time. Then she did this and it left him feeling broken. He was such a fuck up if only he had told her how he felt then maybe his first time could have been something magical.

But know it was just a feeling of hollowness like a void that swallow anything happy. Tears stained his face as he lay there staring at the beauty know as Shoko Todoroki. That's when with out his own thought he let out whimper of " l loved you Shoko I still do but now we're both broken"