Your Are My Everything

every couple has their secrets

      

                     After my run the day just seemed to fly by. I had science after gym,and straight after I had cheer practice. We didn't do much so i didn't really pay attention, my mind was on her. Her peppermint gum, it was strange. I have never noticed how much you can be obsessed with someone you only met that day without learning their name. I still didn't know her name and I wasn't sure I wanted to. It was so wrong of me to think about him so much, I hadn't even thought about James once today.

                       I should think about what to get him for his birthday, and what to wear to meet his parents. But no, I was thinking about her.

                       I got home and put my bag on the table, almost sprinting to my room saying a quick hello to my mom. I got to my room and quickly, but quietly shut my door. With that small piece of paper in hand, that small piece of paper that now had a special place in my mind. I quickly dialed the number in my phone but stopped before pressing the call button. I didn't know why but something felt scandalous about this, so I stopped and created a new contact with the number. I had yet to learn her name, so I just put it down as, " Mystery Lavender hair girl." It made sense at the time, but it still felt wrong not to call her. But I couldn't bring myself to do it so I put my phone down and fell back on my bed.

                     Throughout the rest of the night I silently ate dinner, and rushed up to my room. I made James a box of his favorite cologne and a bunch of his favorite foods,and candies. I was sure he would love it. I continued to check my phone periodically, I had no idea why but I felt as if I was waiting for something, but nothing came. So I passed out to a tv show around 11:30 and woke up at 6am Sharp as I did every morning. I put on my favorite pair of black high waisted leggings, and a dark blue crop top that perfectly compliments my curly dirty blond hair and emerald green eyes. I wanted her to notice me today. I had no idea why but I just did.

                       I rushed out the door piece of toast in hand, saying "I love you," to my mom as I closed the door. Heading down the sidewalk

                       I walked to school taking me time looking at the sky thinking about her,it was strange to have such an obsession with someone who's name I didn't even know. But i was ok with it and i was ok with not telling James because i was sure he had kept a few secrets from me so what harm could this one possibly do. As I arrived at school I saw James pulling up in his black jeep, but someone was with him.

                         She had red hair, and sunkissed skin, her name was Isabelle, and she was on the JV cheer team. I didn't know her well. But I knew her well enough to know she should not be in my boyfriend's passenger seat, and he should not be waking to the side of the car to open the door for her. I was fuming as I walked into school but did not know what to say or how to say it without being a bitch, but in all honesty I didn't really care but I wouldn't admit that to myself because every girl should care if their boyfriend is hanging out without girls. Except I didn't, weird...