Cigarettes and Alcohol

Oasis part 3

I had to hold tight onto Kurt to keep my balance, I was well and truly gone and I don't think Kurt was in a much better state.

He pushed open the door of the toilets we were in not half an hour earlier and pulled me into a cubicle. It was small and and cramped but before I could notice anything else he pushed me against the wall and crushed his mouth on mine. 

I could hear the guitar sound and clear through the thin walls of the venue.

"I was looking' for some action, but all I found were cigarettes and alcohol!"

I heard Liam's muffled voice sing as I tried to kiss Kurt back harder, but he kept me pressed against the wall with his body (and mouth).

"You have no idea," He said when he went to take a breath, "How it made me feel," his hot breath was on my face, "when Liam was flirting with you,"

I fluttered my eyelashes at him innocently. 

The beer made me far ballsier than usual.

(Or maybe Liam was rubbing off on me.)

"Oh yeah? How? Was it a bit of jealo-"

He pressed his lips on mine to shut me up and started to move down to my neck as his hands ran up and down my sides under my top.

I went to cover my mouth with my hand but he caught my wrist before I could move it.

I had to bite my lip instead and the look in his eyes told me he exactly how he felt about me doing that.

I moved my free hand up along his side and reached his hair.

"I'm sure there's only one real reason a man grows his hair out long.."

I ran my hands through his hair and pulled on it.

He bit my collar bone.

I tugged it again.

He moved lower.

I had to bite my lip again to try and keep quiet.

He moved even lower.

"Oh my."

I had to lean on Kurt as we left the bathroom (bet you can imagine why.) He certainly didn't seem to mind as he had his hand very firmly around my waist.

We returned to the backstage area where Oasis and a few others were hanging about drinking and smoking. I took two cigarettes out of the box, putting one between Kurt's lips and one between mine. I lit them both as he scanned the room for Noel.

The Mancunian appeared from the crowd of people and smirked when he looked between the two of us. He didn't say anything, simply patting Kurt on the back and passing us open bottles of beer. 

We found a spot on the sofa and sat there drinking and smoking, with several people approaching and talking to Kurt. I just sat there and tried to stop my head spinning.

A moment later, while he was chatting with some roadie or other, there was a tap on our shoulders. When we turned around we saw Liam waving a baggie of what looked to be two grams of cocaine in our faces.

"How about some blow for the two greatest rockstars in the entire world and the most beautiful girl in the world?"

Kurt's eyes darkened but I elbowed him and nodded enthusiastically to Liam. He was about to cut two lines when Kurt pulled out the necklace I gave him. 

Kurt Cobain kept the drug necklace I gave him. I got a fuzzy little feeling in my heart, although that's probably just my heart failing from all the alcohol I'd consumed tonight.

He pulled a hefty little spoonful of Coke out of the bag and sniffed it up before taking it off and passing it to Liam.

Liam did the same before passing it to me.

Two of the most beautiful men in the world are looking at me right now and waiting for me to do do drugs with them. Their faces both had a fond look on them.

I'm doing Cocaine with Liam Gallagher and Kurt Cobain.

What a fucking incredible life I'm living.

I pulled a big spoonful out and sniffed.

What followed was one of the most surreal yet amazing nights of my life.