OK, fine.

ok, here's a guide thingy

I realized, I'm still bored.

so here's a quick guide to the dots i use.

One dot.

Ending a sentence or expressing a debated pause

Two dot..

Thinking or debating, probably doubting whatever i just said, feeling less confident

Three dot...

Trailing off my words, feeling sad or exhausted, unsure of things

Four dots....

Sad, my words are carrying a somber and soft tone

Five dots.....

Greatly sad or the words just spoke are the thing in particularly sad about..

Six dots......

Depressed, feeling a lack of self worth and confidence, feeling empty

Seven dots.......

A lost sense of purpose, sad to the point of effort becoming nonexistent

Eight dots........

I feel dead..., i feel no sense or will of life

Nine dots.........

I'm debating death.

Ten+ dots..........

I'm past emotionally reacting and simply in shock, the level of it affecting me measured by how many dots extra i hit past 9, on a scale of how many times i hit the button equals how much time i had to take to finish processing what happened and continued typing

It's worth noting, that things past ten are not automatically worse than when 9 is hit, simply because being in shock doesn't always mean I'm that bad exactly,and other dots i make should be used to determine my level.

Also of note, i make these dots basically subconsciously, i don't even realize it usually, it's simply habitual to put them. So directly pointing out to me I'm making them, I'm likely to stop simply to appear better, and i might not actually be better.

Also 1,2, and 3 dots, i use usually in all my speech freely

Sadly...

This is because I'm normally at least at that level of lack of confidence and happiness pretty regularly, and is the norm for me, so don't panic or anything, ok?

Nywys, that should be about it.

And my plane is nearly landing^^

I'm looking forward to seeing you cats again^^

-Nohj~