Regrets.
We all had a time where we made a choice, yet regret it later on in life.
All I had to do was make ´a choice with no regrets.´
A fellow friend always gave me that wise, inspiring quote... but I never bought it.
It could of been that simple really..
When my negativity crashed inside of me, my heart was filled with regrets...
Dirty, rotten regrets.
I remember the year when everything went COMPLETELY twisted...
Let me tell you a story..
I promise this won´t last long...
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-Year 7, 2011-
*walks through hallway with Kati*
"So, have you done your Geography landscape homework?"
"Aghh...sort of didn´t finish it..haha."
*scratches head in worry*
Kati did the most friendly smile, wasn´t something to regret though.
"Don´t worry! At break time I´ll help you, okay?"
Kati. Always had enthusiasm and a big smile on her face.
Probably one of reasons she was a bit popular.
"Ahh really?
T-thank you, Farkas girl!"
*slightly punches Kati on elbow*
"Okay sure, where do you want to-"
Him. My crush.
I paused for a second and saw him at his locker.
He was new to the school actually, and only I liked him...
He seemed perfect to me, the comedian who always pulled a prank and got in trouble.
(Kind of like Kati´s type of guy..)
"Ooh.. it´s [unknown], your ´BOYFRIEND´...hehe"
*blushes and hides behind Kati*
Fortunately, he didn´t hear Kati´s loud, annoying nag. *Phew*
"Kati! He´s not my boyfriend. He´s just a frien-"
Next minute, I got screwed.
Instead of Kati doing it, one of the girls pushed me towards him.
Then everyone joined in.
"Huh, why is everyone pushing me to Carina?!
Then I did ´The REGRET´:
"The REASON is.. because... I like you!"
"Huh-"
"As a friend!!!"
Everyone STOPPED and I spilled the BEANS.
"You´ve BAHAHA- got to be kidding me?"
*LAUGHTER*
He LAUGHED at me.
But that wasn´t the end of my REGRETS.
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Although, the crimson haired girl.
Lilian.
Because of my crush, she left me.
I said the most regretful things.
Even getting hurt and getting embarrassed in FRONT of my crush was the biggest MISTAKE ever.
´One does not simply make a choice FILLED with regrets.´
I even made the choice to MOVE schools.
REGRET.
I even made the choice to LEAVE a friend.
Regret.
I CHOSE to become adopted.
Regret.
But no, I took a different PATH and turned my life UPSIDE down.
I will never give up...
Since I am in this position, I´m going to escape this PLACE,
TRANSFORM back, and find Kati...
Without a regret.
YOU ARE READING
Claws of soulＩ
General FictionCarina Schneider is tired of being teased about her nails. For years, she has had to tolerate insults about 'having claws'. She knows that something has to change. So, she sets off on a journey. But what she finds will shock her.
