Finding Strength - YiZhan

Don't come nearer

Outside, Yibo came across the room, he saw what happen as he and the brothers were walking to the bar outside as he stopped when he saw a familiar figure from Xiao Zhan Xnine days looking back into the room and rushing in. He knew who Peng Chu Yue is, although Xuao Zhan had told him about his best buddy and nothing is between them. He never like the way how they were so close on the videos he'd seen. He hesitated at first but step forward and was about to bust in the room when Han Ge held him back "Don't, you've shattered this person enough, don't play with his feelings if you don't mean it, he is a rare innocent soul." That sentence sounded familiar.

"Mmn" he just said. He felt angry with himself he felt angry at the guy inside comforting Zhan Ge, he doesn't like the closeness he is seeing, he wants to embrace him to kiss his tears away. But perhaps it's true Xiao Zhan is not one who can play with the feeling of others, while he is used to passing flings.

He was adamant to approach the two of them but Han Ge push him back into their room.

Soon enough Xiao Zhan's driver came with his manager and he bid farewell to ChuYue as he helped him into the car. "You sure you can manage? I can come over for old time's sake to see to it you get to your bed safely" he yelled out

Xiao Zhan wave goodbye to the offer and left with his driver and manager.

They were supposed to discuss tomorrow's preparation but his manager gave him a pass and dropped him back at apartment. Xiao zhan went straight to the bath room sat there, he wanted to cry, he wanted to drown himself at the tub....he fell asleep there

"Ding Dong Ding Dong Ding Dong " his door bell kept ringing and he jerked up from his half awake consciousness. Cursing at this he clumsily dragged his feet out. "Wait!!" He yelled out

"Ahh ChuYue you are such a stubborn guy I said no need" he dragged himself out to the door knocking a few things along the way. He swung open the door eyes closed still and yelled frustratedly "ChuYue! i told you I am fine I don't need...." as he walk back and turn back his back to face the living room eyes still closed tired from his cries earlier but before he could finish his sentence he felt a tight hug lunging forward from behind

"Stop it ChuYue! He said as his eyes still shut frustratedly. I'm not in the mood to play with you. The door closed behind. Somehow these hands felt familiar in his drowsy state he felt. He was about to open his eyes when he heard

"It's me...."

He froze, time stood still with him enveloping him in his arms. He tried to think and shake his conscious mind back to what was happening. He stopped, realising what's going on - suddenly all the emotion he cried on earlier came rushing back and he pushed himself out of the embrace.
There were just so many thoughts going through his mind that split second.

Didn't this guy just stabbed his heart, didn't this guy robbed him of his innocence and toyed with his feelings when he stupidly thought that they both fell passionately in and out of their character . Wangxian on stage and YiZhan off stage.

He felt a raging madness surging within him. He felt his tears forming. He pushed it back. "I can do this" he whispered and forced himself to smile...admist the grieving eyes. He toughen his heart, forced his smile naturally as he moved to balanced himself from his drunken self and turn around as he pushed the hands around him off.

"Hey Yibo! sorry I thought you were someone else, what's up?" Realising he is tipsy and unbalanced he won't let Yibo take that opportunity to hold him. He pealed Yibo's arm away. He needed to get away from him, he doesn't want to rely and open up his unsteady emotion, he doesn't want another one night stand anymore.