ROXY

IF I COULD GO BACK I'D LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE

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IF I COULD GO BACK I'D LOVE YOU SO MUCH MORE

FLASHBACK

LAST BEACH TRIP, BEFORE THE KISS

"LEO, WHAT'S that?" I ask him, as I sit with him on his surfboard. Sure, I didn't know how to ride it but I've always wanted to. He said that next time he would teach me.

I was sitting in between his legs, his arms around my stomach holding me to him as we watched the sunset in the calm waters.

"Oh, you've never seen that?" He asks, looking down to where I was pointing. He has a large red spot right above his knee. "Well it's not my fault you only wear jeans." I say and he chuckles.

"No it's just.... I thought everybody knew." He says and I nod, trailing my finger over it to see if he would hurt. He wasn't, he just chuckles. His toned bare stomach is tensed behind me when I touch him, his breathing in heaves that I feel against my ear.

He runs his hands along my bare stomach as I sigh, leaning my head back to look up at him. "So what is it?" I ask and he bends my head, tilting it back the right way and putting his head in the crook of my neck.

"It's a birthmark." He says, and I lower my hand to push up his short leg, seeing how far the red patch goes up.

"That's so cool." I say and he chuckles. "I know I'm co-"

"Shut up, Leo." I say, cutting him off as I giggle. "Oh really?" He asks as he smirks evilly against my neck. His lips graze it as though he was going to give me a kiss, but he wasn't.

He slowly pushes me off the surf board as I scream, just getting a mouth full of salt water as I'm enveloped in the cold, but warm water.

END FLASHBACK

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Knowing that our family is walking back and we decided to stay back, so nobody is here to see, I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him back.

He smiles against my lips, his touch gentle as he moves his hands all over my body. His lips and I's move in sync as I move my hand to his hair that was begging me to run my fingers through it and slowly massage his scalp.

It's like everything slowed down as his hands grabbed my face as he asked for permission inside of my mouth, I tug his hair as a yes and open my mouth for him. He lets out a groan that makes my entire body shiver as he moves his hands farther and farther up until they were right below my breasts.

I arched my body into him as I moaned into his mouth just from his touch. He sighs as I move one of my hands onto his thigh, right where his birthmark was.

I drag a finger up his body until I reach his stomach, trailing the finger along his abs as his stomach shivers and twitches, his breathing ragged.

Our lips part from each other as we stay with our eyes closed, our foreheads leaning against each others. I feel his heavy breath fanning over my face as he grabs me by the butt and moves us back onto the surfboard.

I bite my lip and he groans.

"Fuck, Roxy...." Leo whispers out breathily and I let out a plead as once again the beautiful colors of orange and blue from the sunset spill over our skin.

"Please don't..." I plead and he grabs onto my hands, intertwining our fingers. "I'm not gonna spend my senior year making you think that I never wanted this, Roxy. I do, and I just want you to know that." He says and I swallow.