SIDNAAZ: Sid and his Naaz

Sidharth is left feeling thirsty af

"Toh intezaar karo baby, intezaar ka phal meetha hota hai" she says with a cheeky grin on her face as she lightly slaps his face and runs off into the kitchen.
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After Shehnaaz helps Sidharth's mother and sister clean up in the kitchen, she heads back to her hotel with Sid. Sidharth's mother had come to know, that Sana would be alone in the hotel tonight as Shehbaaz had gone back to punjab and would be coming back tomorrow. There was no way Sid's mom was going to let her stay there alone, so she told Sana to go get all her stuff and stay at Sid's tonight.

They get to the hotel room and she plops onto the bed. "Haye main thakh gayi Sidharth" she sighs. "Idher aake mujhe thodi energy de" she brings her arms up and reaches out asking him to come to her. He walks over and gives her a kiss on the cheek, and proceeds to get onto the bed himself. He brings her closer so that she's in his embrace and her head now rests on his chest.

For them this moment was the definition of serenity, actual any moment like this they spend together is. Sidharth feels free when he's with her, his mind comes to ease and it feels like all his troubles vanish the minute she's in his arms. Shehnaaz too feels like she has everything she could ever wish for when she's in his arms.

A little while later Shehnaaz gets out of bed leaving a sleeping Sidharth behind. She decides its time to stop being lazy and starts collecting her stuff that was scattered all around the room. She packs up her bags and decides to get out of her suit and into something a little more comfy.

Meanwhile Sid wakes from his nap and notices Shehnaaz is missing from the bed. He gets up and begins to look for her. He enters the washroom and catches her just as she finishes changing. "fuck, only if I had gotten here a few minutes earlier" he thinks to himself.

She doesn't notice him entering and gasps when he hugs her from behind. "Haye main darr gayi baby" she says. "Accha hai, you should be scared because you still owe me something" he says turning her around and pulling her closer. She knew exactly what he was talking about, so without wasting anytime she pulls him in for a kiss.

Thinking things might get too intense she stops the kiss when he lifts her up and puts her on the countertop. She pushes him back lightly and jumps off the counter saying "Bebu!!! mujhe pyaas lagi hai, can you please grab me the water bottle I left on the side table, tabh tak mein yaha se apna samaan utha leti hoon".

"Pyaasa toh main be hoon" he looks at her with desire. "Tu meri pyaas bujhaa de, aur main teri bujhaa deta hoon" he says burying his face in the crook of her neck. "Hatt!" she pushes him away. "Tu toh bas yeh he sochta raha kar, main khud bujhaa lungi apni PANI KI pyaas" she says as she walks out of the washroom. She quenches her thirst by drinking water but poor Sidharth is left feeling thirsty af.

"Take me out" she says hugging him as soon as he steps out of the washroom. "Take you?" he questions excitedly. "Take me OUT" she answers rolling her eyes. "I'd rather just take you right now" he says smirking. "You know what, just fuck off Sidharth" she says getting a little annoyed. "I think you meant to say just fuck me Sidharth" he says.

"Sidhaaarth!! Kyu tang kar raha hai" she whines. "Accha teek hai, kahaan jana hai?" he says pulling her into a hug. "Drive pe, fir dinner" she says excitedly. "Haan, chal apna samaan be ikata karle main car mein rakh deta hoon" he says.

After driving around the city a bit, they finally sat down to have dinner at a nice restaurant. Not being able to decide what she wishes to eat, Shehnaaz takes a look at Sidharth. "Do you see anything you like?" she asks hoping his answer could help her too. "Actually yes, I do see something I like" he says smirking. She doesn't get it, why isn't he saying what it is then. "What?" she questions. He doesn't answer her but just stares at her. She gives him a confused look. He reaches across the table so his mouth is right next to her ear. "Want to know what?" he asks. She nods. "You!" he whispers. Her heart melted, he was being extra loving today. He had given her attention all day. "Aww bebu, I like you too" she says and then kisses his cheek.

"Haye baby main tujhe kitna miss karungi! I don't want to do this show! Munn toh kar raha hai ke, kal jane ke bajaye kaheen bhaag jaoon aur vaha par sirf tum aur main ho! You know just me and you somewhere where no one can find us" she says feeling sad. "Sure you do" Sid said sarcastically. Sana didn't understand, why was he acting this way.

Every time Shehnaaz mentioned MSK, Sidharth's blood boiled. He didn't want her to that show but he couldn't stop her either, he didn't have the right to. What would he say, why doesn't he want Shehnaaz to do a show in which she could potentially get married. Even though he knows it's fake and scripted he's still scared that Shehnaaz might actually find someone who's better than him, someone who's younger, someone who can express his feelings. His insecurities are getting to him and he doesn't know react besides getting angry at Shehnaaz for putting him in this state of helplessness.

Shehnaaz on the other hand didn't know why he always reacted this way, she had told him about the show before signing it. Colours had told her it would be fun entertaining scripted show but wedding related, and she had told the same to Sidharth. She had hoped he'd stop her, but he didn't instead he had said 'you're my friend' I want you to be successful it's a good opportunity, colours is a big channel, you should do it. Although she had felt Sidharth didn't want her to do the show, but didn't say anything to stop her because he couldn't understand and express his feelings for her yet.

She took the decision of signing the show, because at least this way she'll have a reason to stay in Mumbai, a reason to stay with or at least closer to Sidharth. Part of the reason was also that Sidharth had labeled them as friends, even though they clearly were more, so if she was just a friend to Sidharth he shouldn't have a problem with her doing the show right. She didn't mind that he said they're just friends in public but why did it he do it when it was just between them, she didn't need him to give a name to their relationship but she wanted him to acknowledge and accept the fact that they were more than friends when it was just between them.

"Aise kyu bol raha hai tu?" asks a hurt Shehnaaz. "Toh aur kya kahoon? Huh Shehnaaz? Agar itna he miss karogi toh show sign he kyu kiya?" he counters back. "Wow Sidharth wow, don't you dare try to act like you don't know why I did this, was it a mistake? Yes! Do I already regret it? Fuck yes! But you have to understand I only did it because I was stupid and felt like this was my only option. Tujhe pata be hai ke main kithna dargayi thi ke bigg boss ke baad mujhe tujhe chhod kar Punjab vapas jana parega? I wished I had a reason to stay here, to stay with you. I wanted you to be that reason, but I knew you couldn't and wouldn't be because you aren't ready to admit that you're my reason & that's totally fine, I was willing to wait for you to be able to become that reason and I still am and will be willing. So I didn't expect you to be the reason at that time, which is why I begged to god everyday to give me reason to stay. Isliye jab Colors ne mujhe show offer kiya, mujhe laga ki waheguru ji ne meri sunli aur yeh mera yahan rehne ka kaaran hai. Concept pe zaada dhyaan diye bina mains unhen bataa diya ke main shaayad on board hoon, lekin confirm nahi kiya. Fir maine concept ke baare mein socha, mujhe pasand nahi aaya lekin unhonne mujhe bataaya ki yah sab mazedaar aur manoranjan ke liye hoga aur asal mein nahi hai, lekin main phir be dekhana chahati thi ki kya tum iss show ke bajaay mere yahan rehne ka kaaran ban sakte ho. Isliye maine tumse show ke baare mein baat karane ka faisila liya tha. You know when I came to to talk to you I didn't expect you to say 'don't do this show Shehnaaz, I can't see you with all these other guys! Please stay I love you' but I did expect something like 'Don't do this Shehnaaz, it's a shitty concept even for entertaining, just stay here and wait a little while you'll probably get offers better than this' and that would've been enough for me to not do the show and stay actually even if you just said 'don't do it Shehnaaz but stay here in Mumbai' I would've listened. All you had to do was stop me no reasons required but no! The answer I got was, 'you're my friend I want you to be successful it's a good opportunity, colours is a big channel, you should do it'... you literally said we were friends and that you wanted me to do the show, you said you wanted me to go ahead with it, knowing there would be guys coming to impress me... so what was I supposed to do when you had told me we were friends" says Sana.

"Haan toh friend nahi toh kya kehta main, you just shouldn't have signed it regardless" he says in a loud voice while he cuts her off before letting her finish. This broke Shehnaaz, her heart felt like it was going to stop as pain spread throughout her body.

"Then why the fuck did you tell me to do it & NOTHING SIDHARTH NOTHING! You didn't need to mention any kind of relation to stop me you could've just said.., ughhh you know what i don't want to fight with you please just drop me back to the hotel" she says almost crying.