SIDNAAZ: Sid and his Naaz

I'll always be there for her

That hit Sidharth right in his heart. "She's right, I fucking made her think I didn't believe that she loves me. I'm such an asshole, I don't even think about what the other person might feel when I say shit in anger. I really need to make it up to her and let her know I do believe that she loves me" he thinks.
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"Today is the day, the day I've been dreading" thinks Shehnaaz as she gets out of bed and heads towards the washroom after yet another night of restlessness and bad sleep. On the other hand Sidharth finally gets into bed while the rest of the city is getting out of bed. He tries his best to get some sleep but he cannot shake this feeling off. A feeling that has been returning for the past 3 nights, the feeling that something or more so someone is missing.

Ever since Bigg Boss has ended his bed doesn't feel like his anymore, it seems unknown and unfamiliar. "My bed doesn't feel like mine anymore? Why do I miss our bed so much? Why do I miss her so much? Why can't this be our bed too? Why can't she be here too?" he thinks as he shifts and turns, trying to fall asleep in a bed that just doesn't feel like his own anymore.

Shehnaaz has a few hours to kill before heading to shoot. Normally she'd call Sidharth but she wanted to him to know that she wasn't going to let it be that easy this time, so she decides to order some breakfast and just go through her social media instead. After breakfast she calls her parents and checks up on them. After talking to everyone for a good hour and a half she decides to get ready as Shehbaaz would be here soon. Soon enough Shehbaaz arrives, freshens up and they head to shoot.

The shooting for MSK has been going on for a few hours now, Shehnaaz is getting through the hours with a fake smile on her face but the minute they call cut the sadness, regret and pain she's hiding within her heart surfaces on her face. "C'mon cheer up, don't worry we'll have fun" says Manish. He is the only reason Shehnaaz is enjoying a little, she's having fun making jokes and dancing with him.

They call break and Shehnaaz and Shehbaaz head back to their vanity van. They decide it's a good idea to go live and thank her fans for supporting her in BB13. Colors is also putting pressure on her to convince her fans to watch MSK and make them believe she is happy doing it.

Her fans had already understood she wasn't happy doing it when she was promoting it in BB13, Shehnaaz is real so the minute she pretends to be happy she gets caught. Her real feelings are too strong to be hidden well, yet she tries because it was important. As much as she hates and regrets this show, it is her show and that to her first so a part of her wants it to be a hit.

She tries explaining to the fans that it will all be fake and she'll try her best to entertain them but her fans know Colors and how they take advantage of Shehnaaz which is why a lot of them don't want to support the show so it would get taken off air and Shehnaaz wouldn't have to suffer while some understood that if it's a flop and goes off air Shehnaaz would get all the blame even though it's all the channel's fault.

The most asked question is obviously about Sidharth. This makes her happy, and Sana being Sana doesn't avoid anything. There are lots of questions about SidNaaz, they ask about them being together and request that they get married. She makes it clear that it was a big fat yes from her and Sid was the one they need to go convince.

Soon the break is over and they start shooting again. She has already selected 2 guys and needs to pick 3 more. This time she has to pick a boy just by feeling his hands, while she is blindfolded. She doesn't think too much of it when she is asked to do this, so she walks up to the stage having no idea Sidharth would be one if the boys.

Sidharth was approached my Colors to come on the show and help Shehnaaz pick the boys and help them cash in on SidNaaz content. He had initially declined, (did they really think he'd want to come help her pick a life partner when everyone already knows what's going on between them?) but called them back yesterday and told them he'd do it because he hoped it would make Shehnaaz happy. He knew how badly she didn't want to be there so maybe him being the at least these two days would make it a little better for her.

She goes through all the guys lined up, barely touching them and rejecting them all until she gets to the last guy. He feels familiar, she feels his hand "why does it feel so familiar, why does it feel like my hand is supposed to fit into his?" she thinks. She feels further, from his arm all the way up to the top of his head. "Why does it feel so much like Sidharth, even the height and body structure seem right, it can't actually be him can it?" she thinks.

When asked by Manish she finally chooses the last guy, the one that felt like Sidharth. At first she is shown some other guy to trick her but as soon as she turns around she sees him, it was really him. She immediately gets emotional, her eyes begin to water as she runs to him and grabs onto him as if her life depends on it.

She begins showering him with an endless amount of kisses and hugs him tighter, he too reciprocates and gives her a cute little kiss on the cheek. "Haye kya yeh kutta sachi aaya hai? Sirf mere liye! Is he here to participate in the show? No NO WAY?? No right, he would never! Does he want to marry me? Omg is he gonna propose, is he planning to confess? Is he finally ready to admit he loves me?" she thinks.

"Yeh gadhi toh mujhe dekh kar hi itna kush hogayi, jo maine plan kiya hai usse dekh kar kya karegi? How is she so damn cute, I always thought girls are impossible to keep happy, that no matter how much you do, they never think it's enough, Shehnaaz on the other hand, the only thing she ever needs is just me. God I love he... umm I love having her in my life" he thinks.

After staying in each other's embrace for what felt like an eternity for other but mere seconds to them, they finally stop when Manish starts talking. Manish praises Shehnaaz on how well she identified Sidharth. "Voh tu tha?" she questions Sidharth as she wraps her arms around him and continues hugging him. "Issie se karado shaadi meri" Shehnaaz jokes while wishing it actually happens.

"She's joking right?" thinks Sidharth. Everyone laughs and Manish mentions how beautiful their relationship is and what Sidharth is here to do. "Toh Sidharth sabh ne hi dekha hai kaise aap dono ne ek dusre ka sath diya BB13 mein aur abh aap yaha bhi aaye ho Shehnaaz ki madadth karne" says Manish. "I knew him coming as a contestant was too good to be true" Shehnaaz thinks as she feels a pinch of disappointment hearing Manish say that.

"Bilkul, ithna important din ho, aur main na hoon, aise ho hi nahi sakata, Shehnaaz chahiye mujhe raat ke 12 baje bhi call kare toh main uthaunga, I'll always be there for her" says Sidharth melting Shehnaaz's heart. She didn't want to stay here she wanting to leave with Sidharth and never come back. Sidharth and Manish joke about how hard it will be to find possible grooms for Shehnaaz as she flips and you can't tell what she'll want and when.

Sidharth goes on to praise Shehnaaz as he says "Shehnaaz is a gem of a person... she is such a sweet girl, she's so supportive, she's always by your side and she brings out the best in you, she brings out a side you don't even know you have. She has this really good quality, every time we fought in BB13 by night we would patch up, she made sure we weren't mad at each other before we fell asleep". Shehnaaz being herself once again gets Sidharth nervous as she says "ithni tareef jo kar raha hai, tu hi karle na shaadi mujhse". "Abhi dekhte hai, pehle tu yaha pe dekh le" says Sidharth putting off the question for now.

The shoot goes on and paras & Shehnaaz keep the hunting process going. While paras is busy picking between multiple girls, Shehnaaz has her eyes, hands and lips on one guy only. She is the least bit interested in any guy and is using every opportunity she gets to give and receive cute kisses from Sidharth. Eventually with Sidharth's help, Shehnaaz selects the third guy and they end today's shoot.

AN- I'm so sorry for making you guys wait so much for this chapter and making it kind of boring... but I felt I needed to include it! Anyway the next chapter will be so much better and out ASAP maybe even tomorrow!
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